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Do we truely know who another Person is?

Can we truely assume what is going on inside their heads?

Anger...Depression..hostility..Saddness......Fear...Loneliness..Happiness..Love...

All Emotions we go through...What stirs them? .. What brings them about? Each Person in my minds eye is a complex Vortex of a intricate developed Matrix of Issues that have been created by what our lives have brought us through.. My own is highly interesting.. Why do I not truely give a chit about anything.. Why do I not care if i live or Die? Well...

I have Not been shown a reason to Live or Die for that matter the balance at the moment is equal... I dont fear Death... I honestly think I fear Life more! Im tired of being hurt... Im tired of people assuming they know me when they dont have a f***ing clue... Im tired of being told Im a lier when i do nothing but speak the truth.. Why Lie? Whats the purpose? Would it proove something? In the End where would it leave You? Still Lonely, still Sad, still wishing for something Youll never get! Ive guarded My heart and Yet i still fall prey to a Person who can speak the right things. Someone who sweet talks and Boggles My mind with the things i so crave for.. Since i was 2 years old I have been abused.... neglected..Mistreated..hurt..pushed aside..unloved..uncared for! I try to Show My love and caring side ...I try to be there and support...I try to give My unconditional friendship and When I do I Get hurt more and more....People Now adays cant believe a Person is capable of being a good person! What has society gotten to! Im sick of this Chit! Why cant people grow the F*** up and realize that people like myself do F***ing Exist and TO Knock off their Chit and Accept Us for Who we are! To Not question Our Intentions! Gawdd This Chit Just Pisses Me the F*** off!

Isnt it funny! You truely find out Who Your friends truely Are, when They get all Moody and then DO not message You in over a week! Its a shame! Especially when You truely cared ! Hope Certain people are happy with themselves! I really Hope they wake up and message me! But if Not Ah well! Life does go ON! But Do know...I really Cared You know who You are!

Sometimes when things do nothing but go wrong all You need to know is Im here...

Sometimes when it seems Your days are full of clouds all You need to know is ill be Your sunshine in the rain..

Sometimes when Your rope has run out of length and You feel like You'll be hanging there forever know I will send mine and pull You back i to safety..

Life sometimes is a Crock of shit and doesnt give us anything worthwhile to hold unto and the things that do mean the most and we should hold unto and treasure we push away and ignore and or dont give any thought as to how much they really are a necessity in our lives..

I Hope and wish You would see How much You truely mean to me.. that my heart is truthful and my intentions are real... I Love You! I am HERE!

i just found something out and thought id share ... its not to funn y but interesting to say the least!!



ONCE IN A LIFETIME .



On Wednesday of this week, at two minutes and three seconds after 1:00

in the morning, the time and date will be 01:02:03 04/05/06.



That won't ever happen again.



Cool huh! lmaoooo ok Nm