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My life was filled with so much strife,

Until you, My Love came into my life.

With you I feel so good that I let my light shine,

And Darling, with you at my side, I'll be just fine.



Your soul shines and shines like a light,

So when I'm with you my life's so bright.

When we're together I feel so much love,

And you let your love fly on the wings of a dove.



Your heart is so very, very beautiful,

As you fulfill your loving role so dutiful.

We spend time with each other regardless of weather,

And we'll share so much love and fun together.



Our lives will be filled with so much pure bliss,

As each other we hold and our lips kiss.

We can send each other to heaven,

As we are together twenty-four seven.



Together we are meant to be,

Our lives will be great you will see.

As long as we keep each other in our heart,

Our love for each other will never part.

You take me by the hand

Leading to the Unknown

I had no idea, that my Mind

Was about to be Blown

I can feel Your gentle Breathe

As I come so close

The emotions You feed me

Are surely a lethal Dose

I can smell Your scent

That makes my head spin

Whats going through that mind

When You flash that devilish grin

Your passion is amazing

But my feelings i cant trust

Cause deep down in my soul

I know this is forbidden Lust!

I embrace you in my arms

and my worries fade away

like the lights in the nite

there’s no one around

Just you and me

our attention and intensity

moving into a realistic fantasy

the lights are down low

delicately caressing our flesh

dark music sets the mood

floating serenely thru the room

leading us into

the dream that will become reality

in the next few hours

we explore the unknown

feeling so many emotions

of living a romance

that was so far into in the distance

it couldn’t possibly exist

you taught me that it does

we create our own version of pleasure

clothes become minor detail

the temp continues to rise

we fall together

and emerge with a new take on life and love

to make it count

dance the dance

never leave anything to chance

what once felt expected

now feels as it should

forever pure, never fading,

and in it’s truest form.

A Special Closeness You are to me..

A Special Bond one cannot see..

It wraps us up in its coccoon..

and Holds us feircely in its Womb..



Its fingers spread like fine spun gold..

Gently nestling us to the fold..

Like silken thread it holds us fast..

Bonds like this are made to last..



And though at times a thread may break..

a new one forms in its wake..

To Bind us closer keep us strong..

In a special world where we belong..



A Gentle word like a spark of light..

Illuminates my soul

And each sound goes deeper and deeper,

Its You that makes me whole!



There's no corner No Dark place..

Your Friendship cannot fill,

And if the world starts causing waves..

Its Your Devotion that makes them still..



Yes You always speak to me ..

In the sweetest truth and honesty..

Your Caring heart has kept out the rain..

For that my faith in life has been regained..



~~ thankyou! You know who You are!~~

I close my Eyes and my mind wanders through the darkness!

I cry out but does anyone hear my Call?

Slipping farther into the darkness , i begin to calm!

Why am i Not afraid?

Why have my worries faded?

Why do i suddenly feel at rest?

I begin to feel like I have never felt before!

I beg do not send me back into the light, Let me stay with You!

I feel the tightness grip my neck. I cant breathe!

I cant Move, I cant think, My vision goes blur!

I am lifeless, as i lay there I hear a deep voice!

"You begged for Me Now Your Mine!"

Cold....lifeless...helpless...I beg again,

Take me Im Yours!

Am i to be Happy?

I Dwell so deep within myself...

That i never seen the light of Day!

The Past never happened ,

The Future Will never come

and the present isnt real!

Happiness lies near yet

my heart wont let me reach for it!

and happiness never knew.

Nothing stops happiness from reaching me

only me from it!

I am sure if i ever grasp it,

The barrier will be forever shattered!

How do You break through invisable Bars?

What is it like to touch something You never have?

I am confined to myself

Just me and my Saddness!

Here Alone i sit....Saddness Overwhelms Me!

Wishing ..Hoping...Dreaming...it Seems to me to be the way it is!

Wandering around trying to please..Yet never quite succeding..

Part Angel...Part Demon..A Tug of War Battle Never Won!

The Angellic side of Me craving to be touched...carressed..cherished..then My Demonic side..Hungering for such things That would shock Most others!

Which side do i choose? Confused...tormented...My lonliness bringing out the Demonic side of Me feeling it seep through my flesh... race through my veins... Closing my blue hues feeling the Hunger come over Me... sliding my velvet tongue along my sharpened teeth as they emerge shimmering in the pit of the Night...Quietly moving making my way out and about lil a lioness on Her prowl..Seductively ...in a slow languid motion moving towards my Prey...Approaching them gripping Their arms feeling them tense up...snaking my wet hot tongue slide along the throbbing vein the succulent nector flows through ....feeling them shiver in fear i tilt my head back purring ...the Moonlight glistening in my eyes as my sharp teeth are exposed to them... sensing their fear i act and quickly peirce their flesh ..loving the taste of it the fear flowing in the fresh liquid making me hunger for more drawing it out of them filling my need...my Thirst...My Demonic side has been awakened... Now i grow hungry for more i release him and cry out in the Night

My restless soul cries out, but you dont hear me.

Every breath that enters, this empty hollow shell

Desires to inhale, what escapes past your lips

Why cant you see my struggle, why cant you see my pain

You fail to validate my existence, My love for you I hate

The fidelity of my soul, Strives for only You

Bound to Your command, Embraced in Your influence

Knowing my existence, is only validated by Your touch

I bask in Your delight, wrapped in Your desire

You captivate my very being, which sends me to my knees

You own the reverence i offer, Eternally i willingly belong to You

Burning passion fills my mind, My body yearns for Your touch

My tongue extends to taste You, But you are not there

My soul cries out from within, But Your heart does not hear

Needing You so badly, Craving Your presence

Surrounded by lustful visions, You and me in eternal bliss

I daydream within my daydreams of You, Please dont wake me into despair

Collapsing to my knees, bowing at Your feet

Submitting my entirety, surrendering my essence

In Your strength, i find myself weak

Complying to Your demands, starving for Your acceptance

The power You posses over me, cascades though my veins

Without You i am nothing, You have given me my existence

Falling into the sorcery of desire, the core of my every wish surrounds You

You are my purpose, the reason for my next breath

i hunger for Your taste, my euphoria comes from You

The lust that burns inside, flames strong and fierce

Aching to feel Your presence, surrounding me in Your embodiment

Without You by my side, my existence fails to exist