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04:52 Dec 12 2010
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Nov.5th Army Sgt Mike Paranzino was killed in Afghanistan. He was known as Rex in my vampire coven in 2002. HE was married with 2 sons. I attended the wake and funeral which was long, sad, packed. Emotional pain in the face. This war hit home on the dot with Rex' death the center of news and his birthday being Dec. 4th, died a month before his birthday and the holidays. So Sad. Ran in to a few old people. RJ hung out attempted sex didnt work out and he didnt keep in touch and other cell broke. Raven and I acquainted eachother. Taryn called me with the news of Rex' death and we all connected with who we could from our clan. Tara already got word from raven. I have not found Maliki and not gettin help from family to pass the news. News hit hard and hurt alot of people including my ex and not friend he hates me Zach. HE was very emotional and a paul bearer, he was very close to Rex and wife adn children. Rex kept his blood family(parents and siblings) private from the coven. His father and him didnt get along while he was a teenager but what parents do. His father is the vice president of nccmhc, where i work. HE got money and contacts. That is why Rex was top news and why the governor of RI had all USA flags help at half point until Rex' body was returned home to be buried. After 4 back and forth Instant messages to Joshua about my marriage, divorce plans on and off I decided Calvin and I are done. We play great happy couple but my decision has been made since his schizophrenic attack last tues. where he started bug issues. PISSED ME OFF> Started seeing Craig again. sex in car, not benefiting me at all. HE told me he loved me wow. SURPRISED! Dont care. Calvin sleeps now as I write and has no idea I am mailing out my divorce papers very soon. He says "Oh you are better, doing good, nicer etc" But im leaving him. So what does me being nicer mean? I got to take care of me and move on, out of moms and calvins. im struggling to not visit the hospital again. My birthday is tomo. December 12, 1986 @ 9:04 am. 24 yrs old means nothing to me. Tired. all the time. Just work schoolwork sleep weed. Im quittin cigarettes now. In 20-30 years I want to say I quit its horrible for lungs, cardio, exercise, expensive. Watched a bunch of movies tonight. Were good. CHAOS>!


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EvilHalloween
EvilHalloween
11:31 Dec 12 2010

I,m sorry to hear that I will pray for his family ....








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