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Hold me just a little longer

Let me linger here

Hold me just a little longer

I know the end is near.



Remember me forever

Even though I’m here no more

Remember me forever

Even if your heart is sore.



Keep me living in your memory

Even if it hurts

Keep me living in your memory

And in your loss of words.



Keep me crying from the heavens

Through the sorrow and the pain

Keep me crying from the heavens

Falling down like rain.



Hold me just a little longer

Show me that you care

Hold me just a little longer

For the times that I was there.



Remember all the laughter

And all of the good times

Remember all the laughter

And thoughts of any kind.



Keep me living all the moments

Over in my head

Keep me living all the moments

Even though I’m dead.



Keep me crying in the darkness

In the corner all alone

Keep me crying in the darkness

It’s hard when no one’s home.



Hold me just a little longer

Do you remember me?

Hold me just a little longer

I’ve so much yet to see!



Remember when you saved me?

I’m sorry—I was scared.

Remember when you saved me?

I didn’t know you cared.



Keep me loving you

Even after death

Keep me loving you

In my last and final breath.



Keep me safe inside your heart

And inside your mind.

Keep me safe inside your heart

Please don’t leave me behind.



Hold me just a little longer

I want to know the end

Hold me just a little longer

And say that you’re my friend.



Hold me just a little longer

The story isn’t done

Hold me just a little longer

Death has not yet won.



Hold me just a little longer

I think I want to stay

Hold me just a little longer

I’ve so much yet to say.



Remember how you saved me

Time and time again

Remember how you saved me

I knew I couldn’t win.



Keep sticking by me

I know that you are true

Keep sticking by me

You know I’ll love you too.



Keep holding on to me

Just for a moment longer

Keep holding on to me

You only make me stronger.



Hold me for eternity

I know that its your plan

Hold me for eternity

Forever if you can.



Hold me but a minute

And you will change my life

Hold me but a minute

And wash away my strife.



Such power you hold over me

You always seem to heal

Such power you hold over me

I’m not sure this is real.



Love me for forever

You know that I’ll love you

Love me for forever

I can save you too.

As I lay in this pool of blood

And watch my life slowly slip away,

I remember what you said the day before;

I remember everything about yesterday.

My life was nothing more to you,

than just a silly little game.

Why should I get the chance to live

Without a life of pain?

Are you happy now that I will die,

Or will you feel bad about what youve done?

For now this is goodbye,

For now, you have won.

But when you start to realize,

What youve made me do

Maybe youll start to think like me

Maybe youll find something you never knew.

Maybe youll feel bad about it,

Maybe youll even cry

Have you ever felt like me?

Have you ever wanted to die?

fire burn my body

fire burn my soul

fire break me down

fire make me whole

please keep them from coming

and opening the door

do not let them find me

until i lay dead upon the floor.

do not let them stop me

as i write my final song

please just make them wait,

wait until im gone.

fire dont expose me

fire hide the truth

fire keep from them

the things they never knew.

fire hide my secrets

fire rid me of my pain

fire burn the players

fire burn the game.

fire take my sanity

fire take my life

fire burn the rules

with which i cant comply.

fire burn the teacher

fire burn the school

fire burn the horrible things

people think are cool.

fire burn the stereotypes

and make the people see

the only person worth being

is who you're born to be.

fire stop them from laughing,

fire make them stop.

fire make them see

a poser's what im not.

fire give me courage,

courage enough to die

fire keep them asking

keep them asking why.

fire expose nothing

fire make me blind

fire help me leave,

leave the world behind.

Deep inside the city

In a house a few years old,

Lies a broken little girl,

Her spirit lost and cold.

The thick wall of ice

That surrounds her frozen heart

Cannot be broken down,

It cannot be torn apart.

But somehow she can smile

And pretend that shes okay

No one would ever guess

That shed take her life away.

As she walks home from school

All she thinks about is death,

She doesnt want to live anymore,

She wants to take her final breath.

As she reaches for the notebook

To write down her last words

An angel is screaming,

Her voice broken and unheard.

As she opens up the cabinet,

To grab the box of pills,

The angel tries to stop her,

But she cant change the young girls will.

As she swallows the last capsule,

The one thats sure to make her die,

She thinks of all her family

And says her last goodbye.

As the sun shines through the window,

The birds singing in the trees

Her mother silently wonders

Where her daughter could be.



Thats when she finds the notebook

With her daughters final words,

She hears the angel screaming,

The voice her daughter never heard.

As she rushes to the bathroom

Her eyes searching the floor

She realizes her daughter

Would have thought of this before.

As she runs to her daughters room,

She finds her daughter tucked in bed,

But her daughter isnt sleeping,

Her daughter is now dead.

If you ever feel like dying

Remember these last words,

An angel will be screaming

So make her voice be heard.

my hands they shake as I write this

it’s too hard to write the words

too many things I have to say

that you have never heard



I’m going to talk to someone

you needn’t worry more

someone’s going to listen

and help me with my sores



I just hope that she won’t judge me

and she will keep an open mind

I’m afraid of what I may tell her

I’m afraid of what she may find



I’m sorry I never told you

I didn’t want you to know

how long I’ve suffered

how I’ve longed to let go



I’m sorry I tell you too late

but I didn’t want you to interfere

you’ll see it in a minute

I tell you now, while I’m not here



my life’s just kind of crazy

and actually kind of sad

I always was a good kid

always happy with what I had



but I guess something happened

that changed that little girl

she has broken down and run

to the safety of her own world



now only I linger here

a fragment of what’s left

the broken pieces of her heart

in a box, they’re kept







she has created me

to hide from what she fears

so she doesn’t have to know

she’s drowning in her tears



so many things have broken her

and now there’s nothing left to break

so many things have been stolen from her

but there’s nothing left to take



I’m sorry that you couldn’t meet her

and that you have to know me

for I am only half

of what she used to be



I am only part

of who she was so long ago

I am only part

but the other part won’t show



long ago, I buried her

I thought that she had died

but she just sits alone

hidden deep inside



everyday, a tear she cries

because no one really cares

everyday, blood she takes

because no one’s really there



everyday she tries to end it

but she’s not strong enough

she’s losing every battle

even death is too tough



she is chained to this life

that she doesn’t want to live

she has given everything

that she didn’t want to give



so for all of you that read this

I’m sorry to explain

that all these words are true

and no longer mask the pain



so now you see what she hid

what she kept on her own

she tried to run away

but she couldn’t leave her home



and now the girl I thought was dead

is crying once again

and even when I comfort her

the pain just settles in



so all the progress I had made

to keep her from her death

is stalled and moving backwards

she’s taking her last breath



for all of those that knew me

and those that thought they did

I’m sorry for what I’ve done

and I’m sorry for what I hid



I’m especially sorry to those I told

I shouldn’t have burdened you down

I should have let you believe

that my smile wasn’t a frown



I should have let you believe

that I didn’t live behind a mask

and then the questions

wouldn’t need to be asked



so when I’m finally gone

really, please don’t grieve

because, I promise you

I’ve been waiting to leave



I know I was ready to talk

and I promise that I tried

but too many things have happened

I’m not worthy of a life



to those that tried to help me

I know you did your best

and I thank you for your efforts

but I really need to rest



don’t worry–I’ve a bed made

in the ground and in the dirt

exactly where I belong

buried with the hurt



to those that tried to stop me

I’m sorry; you’re too late

I’m sorry that I blew off plans

but I made another date



a date with death to end my life

and end the sorrow now

a date that I could not avoid

that’s something that I found



I know that you will read this

and then you will ask why

so before I kill myself

I’ll shows the tears I cried



I’ll write my memories in a journal

for all of you to read

and then when you’re done learning

you can finally see



how painful it was to live like that

always running from the pain

trying to hide my tears

while dancing in the rain



so I’m sorry if I hurt you

it wasn’t my intention

I’m sorry that I’ve deceived you

but I can’t stand my reflection



I’m sorry if you worry

and I’m sorry if you cry

I’m sorry that I was weak

and only wanted to die



I’m sorry I couldn’t hold on

long enough to explain

too much sorrow, too much strife

nothing left to gain



only death I wanted

I cared for nothing else

and even when you tried

I didn’t let you help



so if you think that you’re to blame

I’ll say this to the wind

so that it carries through to you

it will find it’s way in



I caused this to happen to me

the rape, the pain, the hate

I bottled everything inside

what other choice could I make?



Now I see that I’m to blame

and for this I must pay

so when you want to talk to me

I won’t have much to say



I’m sorry that I’ve left you

but remember, I’m still here

when you need a friend, you know

I am always near



as long as you remember me

I can never leave

I will be safe, away from life

but still your pains I see



I will be the angel

that helps you from above

because you tried to help me

you tried to show me love



so remember if you feel like me

don’t you dare try to take your life

I will help you through

the sorrow and the strife



I know that I’m a hypocrite

for what I have just said

but this doesn’t bother me

I don’t want you dead



I don’t want you to join me

trapped forever in this place

I don’t want you to be like this

I can’t even look you in the face



so I’ll say goodbye and finish this

so I can rest in peace

so goodbye, my loves, sleep tonight

I’m finding my release.