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I sit alone at night and think about my life. Since I was born I've been alone. You're the only thing that has ever made me strong. When we first met we said our hello's. We parted to go our seperate ways. We went through the day doing nothing but sitting in thought. You have nover left my thoughts since that moment I first saw your face. The next day I saw you again and you brightened my darkness that I used to call my life. We grew liking to one another and you asked me to be yours. I smiled with delight and my future became clear. I would be here with you to love and charish. When I awake at night and reach just to fell an empty space. I open my eyes hoping to see your face smiling back at mine. But I dont. I lay still as I think of the love you have shown to me.I pull the pillow close to my face as cold tears begin to fall down my warm cheecks. You care for me as I do for you. We plan our future carefully and dream of it al the time. I jump with joy when I think about the morning when I can finally wake up in the middle of the night and reach out to feel your warm body sleeping next to me I can just reach out and pull you close to me and fall fast asleep without a single tear. The most caring person I have ever met is you.

I never though i would feel this way

after that horrible, unforgetful day.

My feelings for you run so deep

you run though my head even when i sleep

these feelings came so fast so strong

i didnt know if they were right or wrong

now im confenced more than ever

my love for you they can never sever



when you bowed on one knee

and asked "will you be my wife to be?"

my entire body began to shake

as a new life we began to make

these feelings came so fast so strong

i didnt know if they were right or wrong

now we begin our lives together

will this end? i hope never

Feelings come and feelings go

all this i feel, i know

all at once or none at all

but everyday i stand up tall.



Everyday i put on a happy face

and smile with bitter haste

i smile, i laugh, i pretend its ok

my true feelings i wish i could say



As my mixed emotions take over

my tears i try to cover

you fucking bastard told my a lie

now every day i wish you'd die



Now im the one who told the lie

and only wish i was the one who'd die

the truth is i love you

and still hope you feel the same way too

Shall I compare thee to a rose?

with softness that touches my skin,

the sweet frangrance the dances with my nose,

and the feelings you give me with in.

Blood runs from where the skin was torn,

pain was felt and tears were shed,

every rose has its torn

thats not all that was said

you are so sweet

you wiped away my tear

you kissed me when we met

and i love it when you are near

you mean more to me than you'll ever know

i hope you stay with me forever. just like so

This is what YOU wanted

isn't it. To see

me with out my

face. Exposed to

the world.

Unprotected and insecure.

This is what YOU wanted

isn't it. This

is me.

No cover, no mask,

just plain me.

What do you want

now? To expose the

part of me no one

has seen, tell

YOU everything.

YOU were once

my cover, my

security. YOU want

to see me fall. I

am what I choose

to be. you were MY life.

now

MY only past.

Never say I love you

if you realy dont care.



Never talk about feelings

if they were never there.



Never hold my hand

if you're gonna break my heart.



Never say you're going to

if you dont plan to start.



Never look into my eyes

if all you do is lie.



Never say hello

if you realy mean goodbye.



If you realy mean forever

then say you'll try.



Never say forever because

forever makes me cry.





*I got this from a friend*

If I could hold you in my arms,

and whisper in your ear,

all the things you wanna hear,

and make it crystal clear.



If I could hold you in my arms,

and you could hold me too,

we'd tell the still night air,

"how perfect me and you."



If I could hold you in my arms,

It would be just fine,

me and you together,

until the end of time.



If I could hold you in my arms,

and take away this pain,

to finally fill this loneliness,

that shouldn't die in vain.



If I could hold you in my arms,

and say all that I could,

and let us live our lives this way,

just the way we should.



If I could hold you in my arms,

and never make you cry,

laying right next to you,

stareing at the sky.



If I could hold you in my arms,

I would never let you go.

I'd tell you how much I love you,

and always let it show.



If I could hold you in my arms,

and gaze into your eyes,

I'd wish this night would never end,

and forget all the lies.





*I got this from a friend or got it from a friend its a favorite*