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I want to die I WANT TO BE DEAD I want to lay alone on my eternal bed for nothing can stop this eternal pain in my heart ever wallowing in self pitty. For I cannot be loved, I cannot be healed, I cannot be held. I am nothing, no importance, nothing special. I am a nobody, a castaway to all that knows me. I am merely their imagination. I am nothing but a toy, a figment...an idea. I am nothing to them or to anyone else. Just alone eternally in the dark. Nothing can save me, nothing can heal me. What was thought to have pushed my spirit, the power of love ever so daring. But alas I cannot be loved, for not one person could even begin to control. My emotions to great, my love to divine, I am alone...forever until the end of time!!!



I want to cut, I want to be torn appart. I wish I had never lived, loved, or fell in the dark. I want to be dead. I said as I pleaded to god. I want the blood shattered over the windows, over the bed, over my clothes and on my self. To only someone walk in and see the terrible sight of which they had never dreamed. Me, and my dying corpse laying on the floor. With the dark shadow figure of the raven screaming



NEVER MORE!!!

We are dead



We are dead as the night



We are dead as magic flies



We are dead here and now



We are dead all around



We are dead, we are dead



We cannot speak



We cannot breath



No matter how hard we try, we cannot be



Even in the darkest night



There is no shine of inner light



We are dead



Even when we are shooken



Our bodies do not wake



For we are nothing, just forgotten in all ways



We last forever in time



We watch the sun rise



The moon seems to change, all around its so strange



We are dead in the night





We have no friends



We have no family



We cannot even begin to love



Though we envy the living



We cannot join



For our eternal space will never tear away



And so we move on into the light



After while of being alone



We return to our homes



Inside we begin to shine again



And in that moment we are dead







But even if this so



There is so much more then our bodies that know



Even in death we are alive



We can be who we want



We can go anywhere



In death, its just a simple dream



One that we will always live



No matter how much we loved here we cannot return



But even in the darkest time we are yet still alive





And in those dreams when our families live, they know us as dead but to us....we are alive.



And so in this rhyme, we close the doors of time and wait to wake again.

Distroyed in the prime of ones life. The thoughts complicated by some unknown reason. The darkness in ones heart begins to overtake you like never before. You your self fall into darkness only to find a power unimaginable to any normal human. The raven's call echoed through my mind at that point. It called me over, it called me true. Soon, I grew wings of feather. I flew to the light, I flew to the world.



Within that ever waking moment I knew I was...



REBORN!