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Do not let the title fool you man. Its more a question really lol am just so tired in every sense of the word it's how I feel. I don't think I'm ever gonna feel right again, the natural born and grafted fighter spirit within in me is beginning to waver. I never talk to anyone you see (and I don't want to) cause they like me have their own problems and I will listen and support them but I won't spill my own cause why make them worry??

Just missing things i'd never thought i'd miss or at least the walls i put up would only come down when I wanted them to feel them.......................but instead they are crumbling fast and the outcome is never pleasant, kinda of full of misdirected rage knowing that I'm desired but not wanted feeling like am doing the right thing but the result never paying off , thinking my will is like steel.......I wish.



If someone threw me a life line I don't think I'd take it rght now.