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I felt this was a safer place to post then my facebook or myspace. So there is a boy, as always, his name is Mark but I refer to him as Darcy. Because he broods like Mr. Darcy from Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen (my favorite novel) And from the moment he saw me he hated me for unknown reasons. Well I have theories but they are very self loathing. I see him quite often because his best friend is dating one of mine and we all hang out, plus I get along with his friends. I probably shouldn't care about him since in a weeks time I'll be leaving England and will probably never see him again. But if we took out the factor that he hates me we would get along nicely cause we have a lot in common, I have the tendency to quote Jane Austen and he quotes Shakespeare. We are both hopeless romantics and yet we have obsessions with serial killers. It's odd but true.



To move away from my feelings for him I started talking to a friend from High school, (its been four years since I graduated) and through talking with Jason I've noticed I've started to fall for him, he's your typical gamer nerd and it just so adorable and we get along and he makes me feel good about myself..of course he told me last night that he met a girl and he's not sure if their dating or not he's confused on it.



So I have one guy that hates me and one that is taken..wow fml I would like to ignore those type of feelings and just focus on school and my future but it's hard cause I would love to have someone to share it with and cuddle with when I need it. I dont know a part of me maintains I'm going to be a spinster for all my life..and instead of a cat lady I'll probably be a dog lady idk....

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sippa
07:39 Apr 02 2010

never say never my sweet



you know not what the morrow brings

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