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make things seem normal again, make everything stay in place for once and not blow up when I need them the most. make my head the way it was supposed to be, make things easier to bear cuz this burden is to heavy, make people understand, make them care.. make them see me and not just shove me away. make me matter. please just make me matter to anyone at all. cuz being a shadow, non existant shadow, is to painful.. make me matter, before the craving to end it becomes a need and Ill dissapear forever.. never to be mourned or not seen again.. they'll never even know I was here