By Stanley Collymore
I promise to love you in every conceivable way that
there is and moreover for as long as I humanly can;
never to intentionally lie to you, emotionally
deceive you, cause you personal anguish
by my behaviour towards you –
whether thoughtlessly or otherwise
embarked upon - and to let no action,
come what may, heedlessly essay
to ever split us apart or unduly
sway what I personally and
powerfully feel for you
and treasure most
deeply within
my heart.
But also permit me to candidly say that as much as
I resolutely care about you and me being together
as one; profoundly respect and passionately
love you in every way that it’s possible
for a woman to ever love a man,
and in that regard where you’re
concerned I categorically
do, I none the less do
intrinsically need to retain something for me
that’s exclusively mine, and which I really
can’t or won’t ever let go of, however
persuasive or engagingly so the
seductive overtures and the
complementary Siren
Song might be of
St.Valentine!
© Stanley V. Collymore
8 February 2015.
Author’s Remarks
This poem consciously written from a female perspective and assuredly as well my longstanding (from puberty onwards into adulthood actually) and committedly held point of view that in the arena of love absolute equality must at all times be an undisguised pre-requisite and salient factor in all amorous relationships between the two genders of our distinctive human race, is none the less dedicated to all those – whether committedly, casually or hopefully so – who at this time of the year are recurrently and ritually turning their concerted attentions and romantic designs to matters of the heart.
By Stanley Collymore
From a personal perspective I don’t know you at all
even though I’ve run into you a number of times,
albeit briefly so and always distinctly in
a formal situation that essentially,
both disappointingly and
rather problematically for me, precludes any
meaningful or social intercourse between
the two of us. Clearly not an ideal state
of affairs for me or one that I would
have wished for I readily admit,
and furthermore a situation
that most uncomfortably
sits quite contrary to what I’ve
expectantly and earnestly wished
it might otherwise have been.
For both physically and
amorously, and completely beyond doubt,
the intensely remarkable and prevailing
emotional stimuli which you liberally
and overpoweringly generate inside
me have, on my part, indubitably
most consciously, and with a
gratifyingly consummate
abandonment, warmly
thrown wide open
the portals of
my heart.
So on this St. Valentine’s Day now positively
emboldened by and additionally fortified
with the historical licence of and
customary practice afforded
to would be lovers in speaking either
openly or anonymously, but nevertheless
freely, about the profound emotions
they’ve previously closeted but
all the same amorously and
for some time carried
inside, as so many not unlike
myself recurrently do; and therefore
fully committed this time to utilizing
what for me are appropriately and
will hopefully also successfully
prove to be a transformative
state of affairs in my life
this St. Valentine; it’s my resolute
intention to boldly, truthfully,
unhesitatingly but with the
utmost humility as well seize
with both hands this wondrous
opportunity to earnestly express
my deepest feelings towards
you as I explicitly let you
know with unqualified
confidence how very
much I do actually
love and totally
adore you!
© Stanley V. Collymore
5 February 2015.
Author’s Remarks
Actually knowing that you’re in love and having that love fully reciprocated is one of several astonishing things possible in one’s life; itself fortified with the excellent and truly self-satisfying feeling of encountering this remarkable experience and mutually sharing it with that valued individual in your life. However, to unrealistically or worst still rather delusionally persuade one’s self that a tangible or even a consequential love relationship is in the prospect of happening or actually does exist when no such thing is in vogue or remotely possible is altogether a wholly different issue which a competent, professionally qualified and considerably experienced psychiatrist is far more fittingly suited to deal with.
So at this St. Valentine’s time that like all previous ones, and completely depending on your own and, dare I say, decidedly subjective personal perspective is characterized as infamous and consequently highly irrelevant, or else as noteworthy and therefore must be consummately treasured in every possible way, I wish you all the very best and hope that you truthfully manage to work out for yourself which is the more commonsensical or appropriate of these two contradictory alternatives in your case. But either way that you have a wonderfully pleasurable time while doing so.
By Stanley Collymore
The most intriguing and sometimes totally captivating
thing about the unpredictable vagaries of life are the
chance encounters which they present, enabling
one to occasionally, quite out of the blue
as it happens, come across persons
that previously were entirely
unknown entities to the
individual concerned.
Yet, in spite of the unfamiliarity associated
with such encounters, the instantaneously
thrilling, disarming and natural rapport
coupled with the effortlessly mutual
understanding that this unique
situation generates, itself
securely fused with a
consummate and genuine affability quite
clearly discernible on both sides of this
budding relationship, epitomize as
well what I both feel and know
that true and unpretentious
living is really all about.
And interestingly and honestly said
there can be no denying the fact
that these endearing features,
and many more besides,
you obviously have
in abundance
Samantha!
© Stanley V. Collymore
14 August 2014.
The Author’s Personal Tribute:
In a world where so many intolerable pressures, and of such diversity too, are unwarrantedly and quite invariably damagingly as well exerted on others who unthinkingly assume and even implausibly, in my opinion, literally convince themselves that they must flow with the tide of embarrassing inanity and even outright, rank stupidity is rather mindboggling to say the least; yet this quite preposterous conduct and the glaringly compulsive craving to please others, even those that the individual doesn’t really know at all and simultaneously to be some person other than one’s self happens repeatedly.
So it’s a most refreshing change and in the process an undeniable inspiration, I freely admit, to happily come across someone like you Samantha, who despite your having a complete array of the most endearing qualities that huge numbers of individuals clearly don’t have, and therefore can only dream about, you nevertheless are the personification of self-control and graciousness coupled with a selfless readiness to be both pleasant and helpful at all times. And very aware of this from the onset of our first meeting I’ve decided to write you this poem Samantha.
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