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A thought for all

02:21 Feb 23 2006
Times Read: 679


Her hair was up in a pony tail,

her favorite dress tied with a bow.

Today was Daddy's Day at school,

and she couldn't wait to go.



But her mommy tried to tell her,

that she probably should stay home.

Why the kids might not understand,

if she went to school alone.



But she was not afraid;

she knew just what to say.

What to tell her classmates

of why he wasn't there today.



But still her mother worried,

for her to face this day alone.

And that was why once again,

she tried to keep her daughter home.



But the little girl went to school

eager to tell them all.

About a dad she never sees

a dad who never calls.



There were daddies along the wall in back,

for everyone to meet.

Children squirming impatiently,

anxious in their seats



One by one the teacher called

a student from the class.

To introduce their daddy,

as seconds slowly passed.



At last the teacher called her name,

every child turned to stare.

Each of them was searching,

a man who wasn't there



"Where's her daddy at?"

she heard a boy call out.

"She probably doesn't have one,"

another student dared to shout.



And from somewhere near the back,

she heard a daddy say,

"Looks like another deadbeat dad,

too busy to waste his day."



The words did not offend her,

as she smiled up at her Mom.

And looked back at her teacher,

who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,

slowly she began to speak.

And out from the mouth of a child,

came words incredibly unique.



"My Daddy couldn't be here,

because he lives so far away.

But I know he wishes he could be,

since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,

I wanted you to know.

All about my daddy,

and how much he loves me so.



He loved to tell me stories

he taught me to ride my bike.

He surprised me with pink roses,

and taught me to fly a kite.



We used to share fudge sundaes,

and ice cream in a cone.

And though you cannot see him.

I'm not standing here alone.



"Cause my daddy's always with me,

even though we are apart

I know because he told me,

he'll forever be in my heart"



With that, her little hand reached up,

and lay across her chest.

Feeling her own heartbeat,

beneath her favorite dress.



And from somewhere here in the crowd of dads,

her mother stood in tears.

Proudly watching her daughter,

who was wise beyond her years..



For she stood up for the love

of a man not in her life.

Doing what was best for her,

doing what was right.



And when she dropped her hand back down,

staring straight into the crowd.

She finished with a voice so soft,

but its message clear and loud.



"I love my daddy very much,

he's my shining star.

And if he could, he'd be here,

but heaven's just too far

You see he was a policeman

and died just this past year

When airplanes hit the towers

and taught Americans to fear.



But sometimes when I close my eyes,

it's like he never went away."

And then she closed her eyes,

and saw him there that day.

And to her mothers amazement,

she witnessed with surprise.

A room full of daddies and children,

all starting to close their eyes.



Who knows what they saw before them,

who knows what they felt inside.

Perhaps for merely a second,

they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"

to the silence she called out.

And what happened next made believers,

of those once filled with doubt.



Not one in that room could explain it,

for each of their eyes had been closed.

But there on the desk beside her,

was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.



And a child was blessed, if only for a moment,

by the love of her shining star.

And given the gift of believing,

that heaven is never too far.


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Just an old poem I wrote a while back

04:25 Feb 09 2006
Times Read: 684


Walking in the shadows



He walks in a land of shadows where his dreams WERE once fulfilled

But a storm has come as black as night and as cold as death

Changing his dreams

The once familiar images have changed into twisted images of nightmares

Nothing is the same all his dreams and aspirations have changed into his personal demons after his very soul

Fighting these images are more than he can bear

As life becomes his own personal death

Longing for this storm to end, and the calm to comfort him

But there is no end in sight

Ever onward he pushes himself and every day he loses just a little more of who he once was

Never giving up

The dream he once had hidden deep inside protected from his own personal torments

Ever watchful for a break in the storm

Tired of the fight he falls to his knees clutching his breast screaming

WHY ME!!!!!! WHY ME!!!!!!!

The tears roll down his face like a raging river washing away all of his dreams save one

There....

Off in the distance.....

A light, a faint light but a light none the less

A glimmer of hope

A new beginning of life

Tired and beaten from the storm, he rises

Pushing himself toward the light

Longing to be embraced by its warmth

Running disregarding his past but not forgetting it

Rather learning from his mistakes

Like a bird in flight he races to the light to bathe in all of its glory

The Light of Life

The Light of Love

He walks in a land of Shadows where his dreams WILL be fulfilled


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