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I don't know how I feel about psychics, I want to believe what they say is true, why would I go to one if I didn't. I thought she rambled on about herself a lot, but afterwards I realized I had received a lot of information about myself as well and I probably couldn't have handled more. I know that I will see her again cause I feel drawn to her and I know that we will get very close. How can I ignore my own gut feeling now?

I wanted to know my future and what to expect, she said my future, career, love, money, happiness is not on this continent. I have always known this, I never felt like I am in the right place, like I was born in the wrong country. I am not supposed to be here.

She said all of these things that I have always known and felt in my heart to be true, so could it not be?

The thing that I have a hard time with because it scares and intimidates me, is that I will do something that is global news. My name is meant to be out there, I am not supposed to be one in a crowd of millions but singled out instead.

This is many years away, and I shouldn't be stressing out about it now and I know that. Can knowing your future cause it to slip through your fingers.

I really don't get super involved with people on here to tell the truth I try but after a while the conversation goes down hill and then nothing for a really long time. It also doesn't help that I don't come on here a lot, I usually lose a few levels. I only have 15 people on my friends list which most I know a little, but some how I am on 34 friends lists...so there are over 15 people that I don't know, and obviously had no idea they were adding me who are my "friends". And I know we get scored on how many friends we have but at least try and say hi every once and a while so I can at least pretend I know you.

Generally I just find it odd, it is so impersonal, when I feel it shouldn't be.

Blarg I feel that it is time to change my profile...I just don't feel very creative..and my current one isn't all that amazing...I am almost tempted to just put my old one back up cause even though its old...the coding was one of my favorites...and it took forever...too bad its on simone's old dead beat won't even turn on computer...

I am feeling too lazy to do this blarg...And I think I need a theme...but don't know what...train tracks maybe...hmm

I don't know why you feel that you can just mess around with me like that...you got my hopes so high just to use me. It doesn't matter how many times this has happened in the past I actually thought it would be different this time..I can't eat, I don't sleep, I want to scream, buy cigarettes, and cry every time I think about it.

I am glad you are in another country because despite how much I might love you...I refuse to keep such a destructive relationship in my life. Get Andrew to do all of your bullshit favors...I am done. You fucked me over too many times.