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Wow I am so lost...I have no idea what to do. I owe my aunt, and my mother so much money for food and rent because I can't find a job. I've sent out a bunch of resumes, filled out a thousand applications..only had three interviews and then nothing...The last one I thought I would have gotten the job...I was even called back for a second interview...oh well. But it has been about two months now...I can't even get any volunteer positions...So I have been thinking about going out of country volunteering....But then once again I'd be away from my amazing significant other for many months at a time...

Bleh Bleh Bleh...Bleh

Need stimulation...I've fallen into a rut that I need to climb out of....I don't have a job, I've been searching for a month now...and have done virtually no work for two months...so I have no money so I don't really go out because I know I'll be tempted to spend money that needs to be saved for rent and food. So I sloth around not doing much of anything feeling rather bleh. I've tried to find places to at least volunteer at until I find a job but no one wants volunteers either...So my laziness continues mostly unchecked....Need to stop slothing...

I don't know what to do!!

I've officially messed up my application at college, I some how got into the part time stream, instead of staying on the full time waiting list. I seriously hate this school, they wait until two weeks before classes start to tell me I'm on a waiting list, and then a week before classes to tell me that my transcripts weren't in and they are the reason I'm on a waiting list...So at this point its way to freakin' late to apply any where else or do anything.

BLLLLUUUUAAAAARRRGGGGHHHHH!!!