Triggers inside my head. All I hear is screaming. I have my hands plastered against my ears. I try to see but all I see is blurry..The eyes are filled with tear-drops running down. Your heart burning. The feeling of being ripped out and being completely stripped naked for everyone to see. I am not a happy person, I'm just a girl with a broken smile. I want someone to call my own. Someone to be there to call. I want to call out your name but I feel as if you won't pick up that phone. The feeling inside just makes me feel so low and filled with loneliness.
What can I ever do to stop messing up? All I ever do is fuck shit up. And I get tired. I slam shit against walls thinking it's alright. But it's not alright cause in the end I'm just drowning in my own tears that shed. All I ever feel is broken. Broken bones and broken heart. I'm left without emotion. I just feel all alone. And I'm just in a dark, cold corner and being left for dead.
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