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The first thing people notice about me. I am quiet. I keep people out arm reach of thing. My relatives on my mom side I choose not to have relationship with them because they never invite me to there gatherings. Then other reasons if i told them step father has pancreatic cancer . It would start they swarm us like vultures for money. It would be like my grandmother all over again because that is what they did before. It is up in air if he pass away because we had to place him nursing home. She mention us moving because the house floormate is no longer working for any of us. I think the house going fall apart . I am not sure i could live with mom friend because she was allergic to everything you could think of including black clothing . I think she is weird . I honestly think we need are own houses because i honestly think it be hard to keep away from stuff without black and her weird food allergic . I went over few days ago but I honestly think it be better own are house. She can basement as it is. She has two bed. We went over bed so hard. If we had own house she will not have change a thing. We could live are life. We suppose to get a lot money when my stepfather pass away . I think we need backup plan because the way she live with dozen cats and one dogs. It is too difficult. I just think we need backup plan in case it doesn't work out with her. I know my mom think it be free ride living in basement of her house . I see it as how to sleep. Because the both of us went home we went to sleep. If that taste how friend lives there . I can see it not working out. Or me falling asleep my job. I wonder boss says that unable to sleep at home. I like having my own room . My mom like idea of basement but I like watching television.i like my own bedroom. I like my own privacy . It just i would rather backup plan in case it doesn't work out. If I am wrong for thinking so be it.