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I'm just lonely and hopelessly in love with my sadness. I will succeed at failing, I am sure of it. That is why I want to be remembered. I want the people I love to understand, understanding that love is unconditional. We must all try our best to truly understand, ourselves. To know thyself, so that we may prosper, regardless of our life choices. I love to write. Being poetic is all I have, even if I am misunderstood. Being sober all the time helps me embrace my creativity. When I am drunk or stoned all of the time I tend to become extremely lazy. I want the balance! I want to work hard so I can play hard. I want to move away from everyone who is indirectly mean to me. You are actually the only person who understands somewhat of what I am. I am thankful for your kindness. Thank you for everything, truly. I might want more than I understand sometimes, but I do my best to figure things out. If my parents didn't need me, I would have never left. Or, maybe I would have. I do not know. I just want you to know that I love you for you. I hope I am loved for me.