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My life is something of darkness and death. I have died 6 times before and I don't plan on dying again. I hate the day but that is when I am needed. I like to watch the stars in the night sky when things get hard or complicated. It is calming and even better during winter. The rain and snow help as well. Walking in them helps more than anything. Right now though my life is a living hell. I don't know what to do right now. I am lost and can't find my way. I hope that I can find the path and and soon. This darkness is nice and welcoming but it is not for me right now.