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I invited myself to be a lull on my front porch



with squesky boards I tell myself to replace



Everytime I have company.



I sit in the shade and calm myself



with coffee and a cigarette







I didn't always give my mind this much thought



When my laundry is done,



I'll call a friend'



read a book,



write a poem about a prick like you



If I didnt find all these things to do



I would be crushed



under the pressure



of you crushing me



I should have known something was wrong,



when I woke up at 4;03 am



and started counting coffee stains on the rug



I got so pissed



I lost count and had to start again



Last week I noticed the cat moved out,



taking her favorite squeak toy,



leaving nothing but the litter for me



that kinda reminded me of YOU

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Reposing
03:25 Nov 06 2010

i like it!

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LacyLashes
20:10 Jun 24 2011

Nice, you are very talented. :D

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I listen to you scream



my hand grasping the doo



fearfully finding its handle



my knuckles turning white



in my head voices screaming with fright



Standing firmly with my back to the wall



Refusing to fall , deny you pleasure of seeing me crawl



outside the wind is screeching



splattering rain against the window pane



adding to the disturbance in my mind



Silence slaps me in the face



hearing only the rushed pace



of you tearing across the the room



prying my hand finger by finger, from the door



hearing only the lonely sound of the rain



slowly going insane



laying there , on a cold hard floor



fighting no more



half slain



my only friend is the rain



only she shares my defeated pain



(perreault)

Have you ever felt alone



not even the brightest diamond in the world



could shine out all the doom



A room full of the finest things



Yet all you hear is silence



Fading footsteps



Angry words slapped across your face



Your dress shining in the faded candle light



Such a beautiful sight



nothing you could say would make it right



Have you ever felt alone



Knowing your pain could never be shown



Slowly the hours pass by



Inside your dreams decay and die



Sileence is broken



as you hear his footsteps



stumbling down the hallway



Without making a sound you turn on your side



knowing all along he has lied



He lays down facing your back



You pretend to be asleep



as her perfume sickeningly suffocates the room,



choking back your tears,



Have you ever felt alone

Her eyes, the color of wet pavement,



So cold, so empty, so close to death,



Still hold one glimmer of lifeAs they stare from above the nose,



Slipknot close to the skin of her neck,



Rickety chair unbalanced beneath her toes,



Flesh clammy and wet, hair unkempt and filled with sweat



Around her throat, she grasps the constricting cord,



Her hands shaking with indecision and fear,



Yet, the act is so simple, so clear



Eyes, once full of shimmering hope,



Now glanceing up at the knotted rope,



Are only filled with tears,



Her lifes a debt she cannot afford



With one deep inhaled breath,



Placing her hands across her breasts,



Eyelids blocking the light from the room,



Teeth bared, gaining strength,



Nails cutting through her palms,



Blood dripping to the floor,



Her feet rock the chair until it tumbles.



She falls, bones in neck breaking loose,



Arm jerks, thumping against her side,



Life and Death at once collide,



Face lackluster and grey



Rope rubs plank, starting to fray,



Barren, Blank and opened wide



Her eyes stare nowhere from above the noose