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everyday my life just keeps getting worse and worse.

a friend once told me that once you life hits rock bottom.

then from there on out it gets better.

well my life has hit that point but it just keeps getting worse.

i try to tell my friends. but all they do is get mad at me

they dont want to listen.

they dont understand.

sometimes i feel like i dont have a heart.

like i cant love anymore.

boyfriends, and just plain people in my life keep hurting me.

and let alone all the other problems i have to face

like being an outcast, just because im different from everyone else.

and by me having anxiety and depression.

and worst of all when you act like theres nobody on your side. and everybody is against you.

its all so overwhelming

and i am so angry, angry at myself.

cuz i think it is me who caused all this.

when truly it wasnt just me.

it was everybody who is around me

and for then nobody can even come close to seeing my pain that im feeling right now

Alone.

Being alone is the worst kind of pain ever.

sometimes you wonder why you make it seem like everything is okay around everybody around you. But really your in pain.

Its the kind of pain that wont go away...

unless somebody saves you from your loneliness.

I have been alone for awhile.

having your own parents seperate

and now they dont even talk to you.

they ignore you.

you try to speak but it feels like your words are just silent to them. as if they cant hear you.

And at school or in any public place people dont even notice you, as if you are invisible.

Its the worst kind of feeling.

it almost makes you wanna die. But you wont.

So you just waste your life away hiding away in you room. watching out you window and wondering why your alone and why nobody notices you whether you talk or not.

It only takes one person to save you from your pain.

and then waiting for that day to come.

this is what it feels like to be alone.

to me. at least.

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FallenxPrincess
20:53 Jun 26 2010

Hello there, I understand exactly how you feel sweetie. I have been there. Sorry you have to go through that.

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