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Another week, gone. Nothing has changed, and I admit, Im a little annoyed.. I was really hoping that Keira would be coming soon, but I guess I should just assume she'll come on her due date..

At my last doctor's appointment, my doctor gave me another shot of Terbutaline. It stopped the contractions temporarily. Now they're back, and they're not doing anything. They just hurt..

I'm going to try to meet up with Keira's father on Monday. I hope I can make it. Its the only way I ever get to see him. It sucks to sneak around and go behind my family's backs, but its better than never seeing him at all..

And I was thinking of changing Keira's name. I'm stuck between Keira Grace, Keira Marie, and Keira Brielle. One of them is going to have to be paired up with my last name (Ramirez) or her father's last name (Leonard). However, if I pick Leonard, I know thats going to cause some kind of conflict in the future. Not sure what it would be, but that just seems to be my luck..

If you have an oppinion, let me know, kay?...

Well, it looks like either Daddy's asleep or busy, so Im going to go to bed...

~Mia

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bloodyfairy
00:25 Jul 19 2010

hang in there mama she will be here soon.

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Its been about a week since I started having contractions. And within the past two days I've shown early signs of labor. To sum this up, I am very excited, yet pretty scared. I dont feel well, and I dont know if I'll be prepared to leave for the hospital when the time comes. Chances are, we could be leaving for the hospital tonight or tomorrow..

I wonder how Rickie feels about this. I read a journal of his saying he was nervous too. I wonder if he's scared at all. The only times I heard of him being scared was when I played a joke on him (dont ask. Its not that funny anymore)..

I am very happy this is almost over. And I cant wait until I get to finally see my daughter. I hope she looks like him, but even if she looks more like me, I'll love her just as much anyway..

(Speaking off being pissed off, why does everyone try to kill me in the VampireWars game on facebook?.. I want to fricken kick their teeth in!.. Lets see how threatening they are when they have no fangs, and my boot's logo imprinted across their fricken jaw and nose!)

I've been awake since 3 this morning. I woke up because of intense stomach pain and nausia. I'm guessing its because of the contractions again.. I think that Keira will be born later this week, maybe sometime next week. Well, either that or its wishful thinking. I've been miserable the past couple weeks..



Keira's father was released from jail a little over a week ago. I've been able to spend a little time with him lately. We went to the movies last Friday and went out for lunch. I dont think I've ever loved him as much as I do now. Maybe Keira has something to do with it, Im not sure. But I havent felt like this since I first fell in love with him. I honestly cant live without him in my life, and I cant wait until our daughter gets to join us.. I just wish that he wouldve called me back last night.. I could really use some encouragement right now. Even though I tell my close friends and strangers Im not afraid of having my baby, I really am. I tell all you this, because most of you dont live here and dont know my friends.



I dont want them fussing over me. Theyd be no help, and itd only piss me off.