The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Why is it that which we want so badly we can never have?? Why do we hold onto something that isn't there in hopes that someday that they will actually care??Are we stupid or just mentaly derranged. To think that things would ever be sane?I know now the truth you see that sanity was never meant for me.. I will walk this earth a mortal shell just waiting to emplode..So that life will be no more and I can at last see heavens shore...See no matter where you find heaven it waits for you and me to give us the life we never had..And for once its good and never bad..

All happiness and never sad..

Pain you see will sease to be and at last I will be free from all the chains that hold me here you see...