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Written: 10/7/2004



I stare upon the world in which

I have created for myself and I

wonder on why I keep dwelling on the

past instead of dwelling on the future,

I wonder so many things, I even wonder

on why I love so deeply I wonder

so much that I continue to dwell

upon that love that will haunt me

until the end. The end of my very

life comes closer and closer very single

day that I live within this dark

world, the world in which I have lived

in since.... forever, it has been too

long that I have lived this life.



My life of extreme pain, suffering, and hatred.

Hatred for the pain and suffering I feel

everyday I wake from the world of

dreams and nightmares. I pray to the my Gods

and Goddesses for my life of Darkness

to end, but they simply say to me "This

is your curse that you have brought onto

yourself Valek, now live with your freedom,

live the way you wished for since you

were born." If this is my freedom of

the light within the world then why

do I feel pain so extremely?



Then out of the blue I hear a voice

speaking to me saying "Valek, your pain is

your curse, you know it more then other

Sanguine's. You feel it constantly, even when you are

in love. The only redemption of you pain

and suffering is in yourself, live life the

way you wish and reunite those you care

about the most." The voice is coming from

the most beautiful woman I have ever

seen, she calls herself Persephone. I say

onto her "My goddess Persephone, I respect

your wisdom and take it into my heart,

I will remember those words until the end

of my very life. I will find my peace,

even if it takes me as long as I live,

I will find my peace!"



The goddess disappears after hearing my words

with a smile on her face saying "Then find

your peace Valek, blessed be my childe!" I take

her words deep within my heart and hold

it tightly, never letting go of them, then

I strive to bring on my peace, trying to

reunite my entire race!



Then I shall create a throne upon this world,

and place upon my head a mighty crown

of gold, making the way for all Sanguine's

to make their mark upon the world

but the greatest mark will remain the

mark of a King rising out of the depths

of the ancient dark Abyss.

Written: 3/14/2003



I have wandered for centuries to find those like me,

to also find a love that I could spend the eternity that I have been cursed with.



This that I was banished to and what the One Above gave me is not a curse

but a gift,

a gift of showing his children what he has denied them,

the gift of immortality.



The One Above may be my enemy but I have said

"love thy enemy as well as thy love thy own childer."

He gave me this gift and those after me,

and I thank him for it.



But I do not thank him for turning my life into where my comrad,

Lucifer dwells and created for himself.

There was a demon in my heart,

that is why the things I have done in the life the One Above turned

into Hell and nothing more.



That demon now lives and breathes on his own,

not through me but a brother,

a comrad that also lives the life I do.

He is a dark prince of both the vampire and demon races,

he is Nemesis.



Wandering for centuries in the shadows,

not hiding but not showing those that could see me the true me,

the immortal me,

cursed with drinking the blood of mortals and eating only ashes.



Some say that my kind can not embrace love

but I have many times,

I am embracing it now.



Looking onto the cold,

dead earth,

saying to myself that I will never get to see that death,

not in any life time.



For I am the true cursed immortal,

the curse to be not a dark prince

but a King,

the King of darkness and ruler of blood.

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Written: 12/24/2008



Walking down this path of darkness,

Being hidden from the world that doesnt see me,

I am a creature that preys on the wicked,

That preys on even the innocent,

Only few know my secrets of myself,

Even if Im hidden from the worlds eye,

Even if the myths and legends return,

I still am hidden.



People dont accept me into their world,

They dont even think we exist,

Oh but we do little mortal,

We prey on you even as you lay in bed,

Even as you walk the streets thinking your safe,

I am the darkness of this world,

I am a creature of the night,

Begging you to open your door and let me in.



I am darkness incarnate,

Being ever watchful of the world around me,

Staring at all the world and its beauty,

Some of you pray for me,

Some of you fear me,

Others want me,

You should fear what Im capable of,

For even I dont know that.

Written: 12/24/2008



I sit alone in darkness,

Watching the world go by,

I close my eyes and see you,

Wanting you, feeling you,

Praying that this isnt a dream.



Praying for love, passion,

Praying for the moment I lay my kiss on your neck,

Praying for the darkness to envelope itself around us,

Making us one, making us whole,

For it is the darkness inside us that is what we are.



I feel your presence all around me,

Begging me to take you into my arms,

Begging me to fill you up and take whats mine,

Longing for more of me,

Urging for all of it.



I still sit in darkness,

Waiting, watching, longing,

I feel the darkness closing in around me,

Making me complete, making me whole,

Enveloping around me as if I try to escape it.



I embraced the shadows of the world,

Embraced the darkness in which I am,

Welcomed the darkness that consumed me,

I am complete, I am whole,

I am.... shadow.

Written: 12/24/2008



I have seen many things in the course of my life,

I have seen the darkest pits of the world laid bare,

I have seen the faces of mortals stare at me with a blank look,

I have seen beauty beyond any imagination.



I dwell within the shadows waiting,

Waiting for a moment to strike,

And then afterwards retreat back into it,

Forever hiding my true self from the world.



I dwell within darkness,

And hate the light for all its brightness,

I live within a cold, dark world,

Full of the darkest creatures imaginable.



I am a creature of darkness,

A dark wanderer of ages past,

I cloak myself in darkness,

For those that dont know of us.



I am ancient compared to any and all,

Strong enough to leave you helpless in the night,

Weak from my power, limp to it all,

You are powerless to stop me.



I am darkness eternal,

A wanderer between the worlds,

To dwell forever in the shadow,

Beneath the world as you know.

Written: 12/05/2002



My life feels like a long,

dark cave with no light peering in

but when I met you a little light came in.

I started to walk toward the light,

the light that shall release me from this world of darkness.

The light is getting bigger,

I know that you are at the end of the tunnel,

waiting for me to come out. I want to roam in places I have never been,

to roam free but with you always by my side.



You are the one to release me,

release me from this pain.

Take me in your loving arms by your side I shall remain.



I have wings grown by our love,

I wish to fly,

fly right out of my dark world.

Release me from this pain that I feel in the darkness.

Release me from this world that I want but I want you more.

To take me by the hand and lead me out of this dark,

painful world.

I feel our love growing on each step,

I also feel freedom from this darkness.

Release me,

release me now please,

my love.



You are the one to release me,

release me from this pain.

Take me in your loving arms by your side I shall remain.



There is a fire deep inside me its wild and untamed.

It is my love that I have for you.

I want you to release me from my pain,

make my wings grow out farther so I can roam free by your side.

I shall be by your side for all eternity.

My wish the wish that I had for a long time is about to come true.

I wish to roam free in the light with you by my side.



You are the one to release me,

release me from this pain.

Take me in your loving arms by your side I shall remain.

Written: 12/27/2008



I am a predator within the night,

A creature of the shadows,

I prey on the helpless

And the wicked alike.



I sense the world around me,

Beckoning all those within it,

Welcoming them with open arms,

And then prey on their juices.



The world hasnt knowledge of my existence,

They believe myths and legends,

Thinking us monsters within the darkness,

That steal children from their beds.



All the old myths and legends about me are wrong,

I hide from the world because they fear me,

But I have a heart in which I love from,

A heart in which I feel from.



I caress a beauty,

I kiss her fears away,

And protect her through the night,

I wrap my warm embrace around her.



I feel more and more as if I already know her,

Like I've known her all along,

Like she's always been there,

Waiting for me to find her.

Written: 3/10/2009



Darkness embraced my soul,

Dragged me into oblivion,

Took me deep into the abyss,

Fused within me,

Creating some dark creature.



I am the dark angel,

The one of my nightmares,

Always chasing me,

Always there.



For he's within me,

Being ever watchful,

Patient with me,

Waiting for sometime.



Took me so long to realize,

That within everything,

Within everyone,

Is the darkest of creatures.



I am the angel of shadows,

I am the dark being of your nightmares,

Being ever watchful,

Waiting for a moment to strike.



My dark wings peirce the night,

My bright eyes peirce your soul,

For all I want...

Is you.

Written: 8/17/2011



I stand at the altar under the moon,

Basking in its eternal beauty & light,

I stare at the ground in thought,

I raised my eyes and you were there,

A fleeting vision, the quintessence

Of all that's beautiful and rare.





Time passed, our eyes locked in passion,

Rain starts to fall around us,

We embrace each other and kiss,

As our lips press together,

The passion flows between us,

Ever flowing, wildly & untamed.

Written: 7/13/2009



You take my breath away,

Every moment your near,

And all things I want to say,

I lose my voice, like a mute,

In my silence, I just hope my eyes speak for me.



In that same silence,

Euphoric as it is,

Staring into your eyes,

Smiling, smirking, feeling,

Everything I feel in an instant.



Loving you is like breathing,

Is like living entirely,

In anew world of beauty,

Of infinite possibilities,

Of you and me.