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well i continue to hang on to the dreams i have inside of me.. i am still at the safehouse.. out of an abusive whatever youd like to call it.. im tired of getting abused and fucked around on.. all i can hope is for the good and that someday, hopefully soon everything will be allright.. if that will ever happen : (

THIS IS WHAT HIS BABYS MOM WROTE TO ME, NOW I WONDER WHO ANUBISAURA IS LIEING TO.. HER OR ME..



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03:42:04

Oct 28 2005



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it is very sad that a homewrecker like you has not been successful at stealing away what is mine again. do not ever think that i havent been watching you slak my heart fot as long as your psychotic self has been at the rave. you cant ever have eric back he is home you were never meant to be My son's mother and you and eric both know that. Eric is here with me and here is where his love will remain and i would also suggest that you get over him and stop speaking of him at all or you will feel my wrath. you get only one warning from me consider this it . this is the end of your love for him or you will pay dearly. do not ever forget my words.

darkness is forever for the damned

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08:22:20

Oct 27 2005



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i wont run this time or any other i do want u and i just got my job back so iam trying to get a place soon for us and our kids so be patience ok i love u andera ^-^ and i miss u and shay shay talk soon i hope

i am saddend by what anubisaura wrote of latest in his journal.. right now i am in a domestic abuse shelter and i am really messe d up in my head.. all i want is to be with the love of my life"eric" but it seems like that is always in the distance.. i can say all the if onlys in the world but what good is that gonna do? i love eric, he is my soulmate and i need him so bad.. if he would just leave his babies momma ans finally stop running back to her and living with her then maybe we could also get "us" together.. we state we both want " US" . it just hasnt happened.. i want to be his wife .. and he knows i love his son just as if he was my own because he knows i should have been his sons real mom and he should have been my daughters real dad.. i love him so much.. when is the next step?