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These wounds inflicted



Leave me broken and damaged



Unworthy yet confident



Lonely yet surrounded



Loved but Unmoved



Unconvinced and Untrusting



Abandoned and scared



Why can't I see past the flaws



Uncaring and distant



Why can't I see the truth



Selfish desires hidden



I'll retreat to my world



Where I'll be truely loved



Not for what but who



How do I convince myself



How do I know?



When to trust and love



When to let someone in



After i've healed



I'll spread my wings and fly



and as always once again



I'll keep hoping for the best

I run the empty labyrinth of my mind,



trying to get away from you,



but still your essence follows me,



always finds me.



Why won't the memory of you fade?



...Why when I look at him,



I see your face,



When I breathe in his scent,



its all you,



Why do you haunt me?



Why do you torture me,



Wasnt the pain you inflicted enough?



I want you out of my head,



But mostly I just want to see you,



Smiling at me once again