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they dont understand how i am what i like that i need space and love that i am not all pain there is love in there waiting to come out people dont understand

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I have been hurt in ways most don't understand they are not secrets to any i do share the stories but they are not stories they are my life they made me what i am.

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My pain caused by them are what i have become walking pain where only the kind of love can fix.

where if you hit me i laugh cause i have been hurt worse pain has become pleasure to the point i begin to like it.

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Being treated right is not what i know. Its not what i am use to i get scared if i am treated normal but its what i want now.

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be with you is what i need even if i have to look for you for the rest of my life i will find away to find you.

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Walk with pain is not what i need take my pain for i would take your for myself for it is me that knows pain and how to deal with it send me your pain if it will make you happy and smile.

wants pple to talk to me on my bday just ask for number

As i walk i am alone

As i lay in bed i am alone

As i look around i dont c u near feeling dead without u here

As you know today is my day no one shhould be alone on their birthday

Happy Birthday to me 8-22-90 aint i funni i need you here

As i walk i am alone

im called a freak but baby im a freak in many ways

the pain grows and dims its strong and weak at times

i need to find my strength and its in you where i get it

i hate the single thing i need to be bitten and hold love cuddling hateing not knowin g you

To have some pain is normal to have pain from love is wat i ask but for my family to hurt me in ways that is not right is wrong not the pain i want in my life

To you that reads this i am fading my life is based on love and pain but just to have one is not enough give me love to save this soul give me pain in ways u not know is like plessure to this one that knows. needing one and both is how it goes so im tryn to say i need you...