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the sky is dark as the rain falls

it is so dark i cannot see you

each day my heart dies a little



one day we will see each other



when the sky is bright and clear

our hearts will find one another

one day we will be together again

flirting is my cover

it keeps me safe

fun instead of seriousness

protective shells are easy

i flift and dont get hurt

they think im a slut

im not i do it to help

i hide behind it

they see what i want

no one knows the real me

i dont show anyone

if i did it would hurt

after so man times its hard to keep up

so i hide away

inside where no one knows

flirting and joking

looking so sure but eally confused

pretend to know when i dont

i put on a show so people like me

if they knew would they feel the same

i want to come out from inside

to tell and share with someone

that one doesnt care or want to

belive i am compolete

only to lose another piece

so i put on a show

its funny and free

talking to him makes me feel whole

is like my soul is completed

when i see him my heart skips beats

its like a miracale that he is real

accidentally touching is a shock

i feel his skin and i feel emotion pour

what are these feelings i feel

if it was lust i could deal

this is much more than that

im so happy when he is near

sad when he's not

just being close makes me content

so lonely i could cry

i dont understan why

he is gone never to return

why why why

what did i do

he broke my heart in two

how could he

why why why

the tears are starting to fall

i am building a wall

he wont get to my heart now

why why why

cant he understand

needs to act like a man

he left without a goodbye

why why why

Everything looks grim

and its cold

I think of him

and start to feel warm

As rain drops fall

I think of him

The drops are cold

His kisses wrm

the wind is like a cold hand touching me

His are warm like the sun

I look out he window and smile to myself

and think....Another rainy day

hearing him talk is like a dream

a soft word here or there

when i'm sad or lonely i will call

just to hear his voice

soft and dark like black velvet

its like heaven on earth