The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

Jamie, your children need you with them. Take it from one who knows, no one replaces a mother's love. Your friends need you, Ade needs you, you are loved you know. Never doubt that people need you in there lives.

Jamie, you are loved, and your family needs you. Your children need you most of all.

Please don't think bad of me hun. But no child is better off without the love of their mother. The mothers love is the love that is unfaultering. Our past is what makes us who we are and once we learn that the past is there to make us stronger the better it becomes.

From the responses above you are loved and well appreciated that is something to strive for. :)

I have only one question for you. How do you know what your children are feeling? That's not possible in the physical realm.



And what sort of example would you be setting for your children if you take 'the easy way out'. I propose you show your children that you are strong and can deal with anything life throws at you. Children learn best from their parents and showing them you can overcome the problems life throws at you, will undoubtedly be far far more valuable to them.



Please reconsider what you are saying with this entry in your journal. All the people you've dealt with, be they family, friend or future acquaintance will be the losers here. Think of what you'll put them through. I am sure if you asked them discretely they'd tell you what I am telling you.



I implore you, don't do it, it's not fair to your children or the rest of us.

I am not sure which is more devistating - the death of "hope" or the physical.



I do know the the death of "dreams, hopes - whatever name you choose to give these things".



The end or perceived "death" of these things do and can inspire the physical aspect.



I do implore you to consider this; if you remove yourself before it is indeed your time to depart from this side.



You; the treasure you are to so many will indeed impact and change all that is to come or never come simply because your "voice" is not there to quiet their minds. To encourage them when all seems lost.



Never forget " The Butterfly Effect".

You remove the butterfly, the flower it was going to pollinate - this does not happen.

The lack of dispersion; the flower does not propogate.

The animal that needed this plant to survive, now no longer has it to feed on.

Now this animals source of "survival" is no longer present.



So, you see where this leads.

All of us have an impact; one way or another.

We are truly all connected.

Whether we choose to accept the validation of this connection or not.



Do not devalue your contribution to any and all that you have ever enteracted with. Shared a smile, the touch of comfort, a hug, a kiss on the cheek.



All of these are no less than taking a pepple and casting it onto a body of water.



One sees the surface ripples; we are not privliged enough to see the ripples from the ripples.

The currents below the water that are caused by the movement above, etc.



So dear one - do think of the actions that are a direct result - for they in fact are.



Your value can only be known if you choose to be here to see how much you are valued by all that know you and have yet to know you.



Know that you are blessed; you are a child of light and inspiration to many. Know this, be still and feel the love you have already inspired and helped to florish in others.



We are here for you - one need only extend your hand to find us.

Hi I know it is a long time since we last spoke but I do read your journals now and then and am sad to see this entry.

I have no parents and miss them every day, They did not bring me up my grand parents did that but they have now passed too and it breaks my heart to think another child may have to suffer the untimely death of there mother.

Please think again and think hard.

TheXmeaningXofXlife