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05:30 Sep 08 2009
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I don't have a pretty face or a brain that is smart
But I do have one thing and that is a heart
But my heart is dying slowly as each day goes by
Each day brings me closer to the blessed day on which I die
No longer being viewed by my family as a stain
They can live happily knowing they have been rid of their pain
No offer of love or support has ever been given
Only their own concerns are to which they are driven
One night the pain became too much to take
My own life I tried to take
I pulled out the box knife and let it glide across my skin
Didn't even feel the blade as it cut the vein within
The blood started to flow and it was a beautiful sight
Wishing I would fall into eternal sleep that night
It wasn't to be as a friend came through the bathroom door
They found me lying there upon the cold tile floor
They picked me up and cleaned up the mess
Tended to my wound that they managed to dress
Tears streaming down my face like a downpouring rain
I explained to them my deepseated pain
They explained to me that there was nothing worth dying for
That my youngest son needed me now more than ever before
It gave me the courage to try to explain to my mother the pain that I felt
No concern on her face at all and only blame to me was dealt
My sister did the same and my pain was met with a heart of ice
My family told me that my own happiness I have to sacrifice
I am still alive with my story to tell
About a life that is a pure living hell
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