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There is no denying that there is a mass load of stuff on my mind. Most of it comes from work and some of it is personal life as well. Don't get me wrong, I like my job, but at the same time, how do you expect me to get things done when you keep taking help from me? I know he wants the new people cross trained, but what at expense to drain your current kitchen people? Myself and the main morning person are completely and totally burned out as well. He knows this, and hasn't done anything to even attempt to lessen the extent of the burn out. My mind has been in shambles the past two weeks or so. Due to the situation that happened as well. Seriously? It shouldn't bother me this much though. I literally cried for an hour at work and even threw my phone across the cement floor as well. I literally got attacked by one person at work, via text messages. The girl is insane and crazy all in one. One minute, she can act like she's your best friend and want to hang out with you, the next she shoves a knife so far into your back, you end up not feeling anything anymore. She did that to me and honestly, what's happening is my apathetic side is starting to show more and more now again. Which means, I need to start seeing a therapist again as well. This isn't how I want to be outside of work either.....

I also think it its a bout of depression kicking my ass as well. Even with meds and doing what I am supposed to do, sometimes its just hard to crawl out of that rut that I am in and stand back up. Darkness has felt like home lately. I'm just having trouble with turning my emotions on and off it seems like...ugh....Back to that situation though...this past week, the girl, asked our boss to squash the beef between her and I. First off, no. Come to me, talk to me like a WOMAN and stop hiding behind our boss. Secondly, you caused this side of me to come out, now you have to deal with the consequences of your actions. I'm pretty easy to get along with, but at this point, she's gotten the colder side from me and let's just say, the emotion is drained when she gets an answer from me.