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i am really staring to loathe people.......why can't they just GO AWAY......as if i EVER do a wrong......aRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRg..





*sigh*...........

*CROSS FINGERS*................emensly.....gitty...........heheeheh............ummmm............i think my cereousity is getting the bets of me........*blush*....................................................................*CROSS MOTHER FUCKING FINGERS*

sooo theres NOTHING going on.....witch is i guess "normal"..............wooooooooo............*sigh*........sooooo bored.............

aRRRRg.........i don't know what to do....should i acutally try and see what happens.......or just lest it pass me by.......aRRRRRRRRRRg......i don't know.............



....well....i guees all i can do is ask and then see......*shrug*..............

it funny really.....going throw my stuff thinking....why do i have this as if it doesn't suit me.....i mean i know im not a religious person and i never have been.......but theres a lot of thing i think would be answered if i was........and being around a lot of people who are quit reiligous just make it harder.......it just come back to me looking down on myself.......and thinking just pick it up and do it......even thow i know thats not going to happen......at lest not like that.......but im thinking i just might have the right motivation now....i mean having heared how that happend......makes it seem like if i keep going as i am.....not much will happen....in any seens.....and a change in me....one more suitable and vibberent just sounds right.....*smile*...........i know i have all ready its just.....i guess im intisapating something drastic................i tend to do that....*smile*





theres just so much i should do......even knowing i won't...........*sigh*......but perhapes just with the now... things will just happen......im sure they will........*smile*



Kate

BLAH.................that was interesting....*ponders*.........sleepy............weeeeeeeeeei like sleeping like all day......*GRIN*..................................................





theres just nothing...........so ya............

aRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRg....................just BLAH!!!!!!!!...............and i feel like shit and theres NO reason for it too..............and i hate my head.....just when i think im ok....i get smaked in the face............RRRRRRRRRRRR................im already a space-case.................it doesn't dead to be worse..........