The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

So for those keeping track i dont get here very often but i do enjoy my visits. It's been a bad few weeks had the flue and was bed ridden for a week and a half wich the lack of work sent me near broke, and my mother is here. Not as bad as i thought it would be not jumping up and down either though. I've also started going to the gym, wow its full on. Personal training is send me broke abd the pain is bad for a few days but its making me feel better. I'm not trying to inpress people by loosing weight or anything I just want to feel healthier and fitter. I'm also trying to shake off a friend who's turnning stalker calling 10 - 15 times a day or leaving 20 missed calls and popng round for a visit bit weird really. So if anyone knows a nice way to get rid of stalkers let me know. As for the rest of it, its all good tried to quit smoking made it a whole week, turns out its harder than I thought. yeah but somethings gotta kill ya though so may as well be that. But yeah I'll leave it at that cause being the word smith I am i've run out of things to say so cool

I cant sleep, yay for me. my heads to noisy. The moment I lye down thoughts rush to me. I miss working at night it made life easier, I could just stay awake. But no now i must go on with lack of sleep. Its ok though cause it actually makes me alittle loopy but its fun. That annoying tellemarketer calling tomorrow sounding like a barbie on coke thats me, and know i'm not actually one just a crazy lady with too much red bull.

It's been a weird 2 weeks. I received a phone call from my mother, not so weird by most standeds but considering it had been getting close to 1.5 yrs since we spoke, it was strange. Tomake it odder she has gone and gotten fucked up. She tried to kill hersilf [multiple times] and is stressing the entire family out. It's getting scary, I dont know how to deal with it or if I even should, there are reasons why i stayed away from her. It's just so confussing and the only person I can or could talk to about it has left the country and indefinatly. I miss him so much he was just a friend but sometime it seemed like he was all I had. But I know I'll see him again. Oh and work is getting weirder my crazy bosses have done a 180 in less then a week its gone from stricked school like office to insane asylm with people bouncing off the walls.I'm not used to this new working through the day thing but its getting easier and I'm deffinatly liking being there more now. But yes insanity of life that'll teach me for wishing for more excitment.

COMMENTS

-

---

DeathSaint
09:31 Sep 29 2008

sometimes it is suggested to be careful for what you ask for

---

POST COMMENT