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Every breath is part of you

A separate wishing left behind

Don’t slip and fall

On the shards of the glass of

The crystal heart you lost

Your own empty soul,

Your own breathless mind

You walked the darkest avenue

You chose the coldest moonlit night

To turn and lash out,

Claws unsheathed, unleash the

Demons of your mind

They can’t hide, taking over you

From the inside, hollow and unbroken

Now you find

Under the layers of dust,

There’s a teardrop made of glass

That you can’t shatter

Maybe in the dried up river

Of your final hopes, you’ll see

The flitting torn wings

Of a dragonfly

The wings that once belonged to you

Have you forgotten how to fly?

The broken wishes drift out of reach

Your fingers brush the surface of a dream

The ripple, the ever-extending circles

Light wake over the peaceful lie

The dark waters pull you under

And you don’t fight

To find the surface

You don’t need to breathe.

There’s a sudden rift

Between who you were

And what you are

The light above the waters

Glimmering, bouncing off the currents

Fading, farther… farther

Away into the seamless night

Stream of conscious thought

Begging to let go

Blue, green, flecks of dust

Illuminated so serenely

By the sun’s far-reaching rays

Not far enough.

Maybe somewhere out there

Someone’s noticed you’re missing

Dismiss the thought.

Who would miss you?

Dry land again, but it’s just sand

Grains slipping through your fingers

Taunting, taunting, sadistic glee

Falling, falling, into the dark again

Is it the light that blinds you?

Or is it the shallow nothing?

Will the end of your world

Be tomorrow’s headlines?

Stand in frozen shock

The corners of sharp deception

Everyone’s a traitor

In one way or another

You, beaten and enraged

Abandoned and discouraged

Sweet solitary silence lurks

Beyond the gates of hell

You know you deserve no less

The color in your eyes

And the color in your soul

Are flawlessly aligned –

All the shades of grey.

Dimly lit meadows

Dry grass and dandelions

Under the faceless purple night

Stars, stars, a meteor shower

Of lies and forgotten dreams

Crying out for recall

But there is nothing there

Nothing anymore.

Maybe

There never was

COMMENTS

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Bellanova333
22:11 Apr 07 2011

this one is amazing...

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Disparaitre
00:56 Apr 08 2011

thanks bellanove(:

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She whispers goodbye

Dark veil draped over beautiful eyes

Pricks her finger on a jet black rose

And she tells me quietly

This is the blood that has to die

This is the blood of regrets



Her footsteps echo in the silent chapel

The chapel made of stone

The candles shine no more

She bows her head

Touches her palms to the cross

The burn marks are there to stay



There is no forgiveness for those like you and me

She speaks in a monotone

The winds howl from all directions

In this chapel made of stone

And the bricks collapse and the walls fall in

Crushing all her bones



With her dying breath she says to me

You are why I’m here

In this chapel once of stone

This is the blood that has to die

This is the blood of regrets



And her passionate faith, it fades away

Into pitch dark seas

And her eyes that would shimmer

Like a midnight moon

Glaze over and stare at me

Six dark angels with broken wings

Bring to me thoughts, unpleasant things

I sense that you are standing near

Is it your whispers I can hear?

Bloodstained floors and the claw-scarred walls

The dark foreboding lies I feel

Searching down these tortured halls



~~~~~~~~~





Your soft poison toxic breath

Whispers in my ear

Convinces me I have to change

But I won’t change for you

I believe in what I have done

Nothing can ever be the same again

You’ve broken me beyond belief

Into the wretched realm of woe

Stripped me of my own free will

Taken all my liberties



~~~~~~~~~





You were beautiful there in the sky

Wings like doves and hair like a raven

Wings I stained with blood

You eclipsed the moon

And I struck you down

The dagger was jeweled

Curved as a talon

Unblemished crimson

Soils my blade

Stains your skin

Destroys your torn wings



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Fragrance of silence fills the room

Sweet immortal roses bloom

Thorns of gold with poison tips

From my throat the life blood drips

Night from knife the darkness falls

I see no difference there at all

The hour glass is slipping fast

My sands of life now cannot last

Wishing on a stepping stone

They have stripped me of my throne

My voice they took, my heart as well

The pain in me begins to swell

Fly to see the raven’s wing

Unscarred with any lightened thing

Careful not to drown in pain

Hiding all internal shame

Suff’ring all eternal shame



Fly to see the raven’s wing

Unknown to any earthly king

Tar-seeped night in floods of black

Bring to moonlight our mistakes

Remind us always our mistakes



Fly to see the raven’s wing

A peaceful break from everything

With deadened eyes and ashen skin

Escape from all our earthly sin

Release from agony within



Fly to see the raven’s wing

Oak to dirt to heaven bring

Laden with a gown of thorns

Simply like the goddess warned

Deadly as the goddess warned



Fly to see the raven’s wing

Salt-water final church bell sings

Wand’ring in midwinter night

Waiting to give up our fight

Wanting to give up our fight.



Fly to see the raven’s wing

Haunted with uncertainty

Streaked with a forever rain

Dark with many unseen stain

Guarding those who feel no pain

Comfort those who feel no pain.