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"As Clear as Tears"



From the days of being young

Days can look so cloudy

Ones looses a love, another finds one

I bury my pain or I push it into a abuyss

I care, yet at times I don't seem to care

I cry, yet at most times these days I don't

I try, yes I try, so hard to stand tall

I try harder, even harder, to fight with what pride I have

Could you even care, could you even imagine

I wish life could be as clear as tears, just like the rain

Just to dance with joy, to sit with a book in happiness

No worries, no sorrow, no guilt, no pain

I demand it all, but I know I will have to earn it

A mother/mom, father/dad, brother/sister/friend, is the one who looses a love

Am I the other one to fine someone to love?

It's good and bad at the same time

Why can't (x 2), why (x 3), why can't (x 2)

Why can't it be as clear as tears

Just like the rain







"As Red as Blood"



Everything I am

It's pouring out

My ancestor's history, it just flows

From the royality times, to the drugs

Though I'm clean, I'm pouring out

One clean cut, that's all it takes

I thank god, for this is only a dream

To know when and why my destruction comes, is a gift I say

I am as red as the blood of my family

It flows on, my immortality

You are not the one to bring me down

I am not the one to bring you down

This place, it somehow some times sickens me

At times, I don't desire it

I shall live the path I have choosen, good or evil

When the time comes, will you help stop, the pouring

Will you stop the flow of this blood of mine

I am no suicidal, you can qoute me on that

If anybody wishes to take me on, then so be it

My blood will flow internally and externally

I'll live no matter what

Standing tall, so strong

Knowing the real deal, you never know

Strike me down, you may

But beware, you must be



Easy, this task never is

Writting down simple words, it's hard

Careless enough, never am

Bullies, used to be surrounded by



Myself, I tell

Cry, you must not

They will continue, or else

Break loose, because devils never cry



I lived around a devil

But still live around evil

My head is, black as darkness

Control my chaos, feel free to



Once more, time to dance

Time wanted, never given

Understoodness, never will

Never again, say never



Damn maggot, I am

Flying high, knees on the ground

Anarchic, how can I be

Slowly ending, another day



I can't remember, I don't understand,

Is it malice that makes you this way?

Carry it with you 'til someone forgives you

I laugh cuz there's nothing to say



Hell, bloody it is

May break thy bones, sticks and bones

Immortal and permeable, forever more

Old and decrippet, young and stupid