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I seen a storm on the radar,

coming to where we live.



I really wanted to film a storm.

So I got out my 3DS,

and waited for it.



It came,but didnt do much,

bu then 10 min later the skies

turned black,high winds,rain,

and then it turned green.

the rain was thick..you could

hardly see anything.



At the edge of the storm..

Lighting was abundant.

Right when i started a new

recording,55 seconds into it,

A HUGE white bolt came down,

and hit the tree 10 feet from me.

It scared me so badly,i couldnt

breathe.

I cought it on film!!



It was so loud,that the recording

sounded like a bomb gone off.



The tree seems ok.

Have you ever been Jelly but proud at the same time??



Like ..in my case.



Been Jelly that some one has some one,

in there lives..but proud of them finding

each-other at the same time.



Today is legit.

ALL..i mean ALL my friends have some on

in there lives now.

As of today..I am the only one that dosent.

I mean,all friends in person,

or on FB,or in my game site.

ALL have some one.

Some even to-be married.



I have many different friends too,

not all the same.

But,

all TODAY..has found there companion.

HOW?!!

Am I stuck in my 7th year single.



Must be some thing wrong with me?

too short? too fat?

I don't know.



I'm NOT a clingy woman.

Guys can have man-space.

lol...

and friends.

I hate to hate or argue.

I don't have any kids.

I never married.

of course no one had ever asked me.



And I don't judge too harshly.



I don't always go out with tall,

strong young males..that has money.

no one is perfect.

its the heart that matters most..right?

And mind-set.



I had crushes..

and they crushed on me.

even STATED that they like-like me.

but,

still turned me down.



why?

Because i'm too good for them..

or because they are too busy.



mm..who said i was too good for anyone?

I never said that.



anyways,

i am super proud of anyone finding

another,in this messed up huge world.

i'm glad they are finally happy.



I just wish i knew whats wrong with me,

and when is it my turn?

People don't realize,that there IS

a difference between,Fetish,RPGing,

Fashion,And All-out honest to the gods..

Real!

I mean..To what you are,or what some one is.



I see about 70% of the human race..

not being able to understand the difference

of all of these.



I try and explain..but my words go in

one ear,and out the other.



Really?

Like....people can't understand whats

real and what isent anymore?

Or what is pretend,to what is needed

,wanted,and what just is.



They care to know.

But,it's all too much for them to leave

there little box,into the open.

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SimpleMan
10:04 Jul 03 2016

I know the feeling all to well.

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