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I lay ready for you

If you want

I bleed for you

If you want

I let you violate me

If you want

Your needs are always met

If you want



WHAT THE FUCK ABOUT MINE!

Again you force my eyes to close

Again I am floating

With the pain driving me inside

I look to the past and to the future

I see the pain the past brings

And the sorrow the future might bring

And I cry deep in my empty soul

I know you have chosen me but have I chosen you?

I open my eyes to see the dark and know now it is too late.

I wrote this after my son was bornin 2001:



Skin so new and soft

Eyes wide with wonder

Gods greatest gift to a mother

I am blessed to be given you

To care for, love and adore

I'll always love you, Steven, Jr.





I know this may be a little out of the norm for this site, but wanted to share it:)

As I stand in front of you

Your eyes black as night

I wonder of the future

And if all will be alright

When I ask, you just smile

Teeth shining in the moonlight

I take one last breath

And close my eyes ever tight



If they reopened

I am never truly sure

But I always feel you with me

Whatever I endure



So I come to you for guidence

For courge, for strength

And find your arms ever ready

I am drawn to your embrace

Drain me again, let the light slip away

Forever will I sleep with you

And never can I stray.

3/5/06