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I feel so aggitated today..I feel completely off and not myself.. Feel a shortness of my fuse and a pesemistic look that I do not hold.. And so drained of every ounce of energy I thought I ever possesed.. Whats wrong with me today damnit.

Im being told so much from everyone around me.. And one subject that comes up always has the sane effect.. Especilly when they always say the same thing.. I hear so much of what I used to be and no what ive become.. Once a angry, depressed woman.. Now a glowing happy woman.. Once always trying to be better to cover what my signifigant other lacked.. Now trying to be better because its what i need in life to be a better mother and person.. Once always being something I wasnt and having to be on my gaurd about everything I did that most people have complete freedom to do.. Now blossoming into what I am, and so happy to be excepted and not made to feel I have to be shaped into something im not just to be loved.. certain looks that are given that show something true compared to a fakeness anyone could see through... The way we conversate compared to just listening and beaten down to every moral I wasnt.. So I try not to take all this so literal.. Cause I dont want it going to my head and making this all technical.. I just want to go with the flow and see where it goes.. And im enjoying very much so far.. Dont want to rush it to a place where the beauty of it could be sucked out.. I am happy to hear these things.. and a sence of exceptance of what im doing for once.. but last time was rushed.. Cooling the jets this time around.. and see where it may lead.. I dunno, but at the moment.. Living in the moment is everything..