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Hehehe So Today...I do my first DJ test out....Im nervous as shite lol but excited at the the same time! hehe

I guess since its been so long since I wrtoe in this...I should give updates....



The last entry about about my friends mom, who had cancer..... Well a couple months back she died in her sleep, Her body gave up and shut down. BJ has been through a lot and we barely talk these days, it saddens me, but thats what happens.... She has lost herself because of her moms death and is finding herself....



I moved back to my moms house....working on getting back out.... Im not sure how, but thats how it goes...

I am currently on a few meds that a normal person wouldnt want to take all at once...depression, anxiety and panic disorder, anemia... its a lot to deal with, but im getting through it



ive learnt that looking back on the past isnt something i should be proud of, so day by day, i look for tomorrow, and I have hope.