Note: Had Premium...Didn't pay attention...working on getting another...please bare with me... :DWalk this world alone
I can Say that I am almost happy with how this has turned out so far, but Visit often, As I am human and I do add things as I continue to grow and learn :) (And of course Ill add things Constantly)
Empyre's Life on The Rave
So I figured I needed a change, Everything else in this world is changing around me, why not hop on the bandwagon and change myself a little, adapt if you must call it.
Ive offically had My 1 year here with you all at VampireRave. I am very happy to call this place home when I'm bored and have nothing to do. I have met many people during my time and walked the path that many others have before me in reaching this level. I have been in 3 covens during my time those of which have taught me different lessons and showed me different things, about this place, the people and of course myself.
The Coven of the Bleeding Hearts. My very first coven and home here on the rave. I'm sorry to say no longer exists.
The Coven of the Stone Guardians, Left on my own, I didn't feel as if it was the Right place for me. which leads me to here
The Coven of the Ancients, a home I would not trade for the world. Ive recently become one of those great leaders that guide this coven. We have a bond stronger then favor score and rank. it isn't in numbers or members that make us strong.
A Few Questions (and they're answers) From Empyre
Q: "Are you A Satanist?"
A: That depends on your view of a Satanist.[See Faith]
Q: "Do you believe in satan?"
A: In fact, I believe in neither 'satan' or 'god'.
Q: "Why all the demons and references to demons?"
A: I enjoy the myths and legends. Simply put, The dark has and always will be my home, and comfort blanket in times of need.
Empyre's Family outside of The Ancients
My Friends and family mean the world to me. Without them I wouldn't be here today to share myself with you, and most of all, I wouldn't be WHO I am today without them. They kept me strong and no longer wanted to walk the path of my life that hurt so much.
Deth - Known here at a time as DreamScars, My friend real friend. He stuck around after everyone else walked away. Never letting me believe I was alone for a second. If you ever have the chance to meet him, consider yourself very lucky. A True gem.
Krys - My Twin in life, my Big Sister. She is there for me when I need an ear to talk off. Rant..anything. People have started saying "Oh, there's Annie, Krys cant be far behind". We are double trouble, the terrible two's. Known on here as AureliaEvangeline. A Beautiful Soul, and a wicked personality.
Jamie - He has become my favorite person ever. LOL.. Okay, He is a killer person to hang with, so much fun and knows how to cheer me up, usually without saying a thing. It's never a dull moment around him, and I'm glad that we caught up again.
I shall name him..Demon - A very Intelligent man, who has given me more then I could ask for. Always there to listen to my rant's, and give another perspective on something. a hell of an artist. I wouldn't trade my time with him for anything, I'm glad to have met him at a very dark point in my life, when it seemed nothing was possible anymore.
Try to stay on my feet
Sometimes crawl, fall,
but I stand up cause I'm afraid to sleep
Open my eyes to a new day,
with all new problems and all new pain
All the faces are filled with so much anger
Losing our dignity and hope from fear of danger
After all the wars,
after settling the scores,
at the break of dawn we will be deaf to the answers
There's so much bigotry, misunderstanding and fear
With eyes squinted and fists clinched we reach out for what is dear
We want it we want
We want a reason to live
We're on a pilgrimage
A crusade for hope
Cause in our hearts and minds and souls we know
We need it we need
We need more than this
So many nations with so many hungry people
So many homeless scrounging around for dirty needles
On the rise, teen suicide, when we will realize
we've been desensitized by the lies of the world
We're oppressed and impressed by the greedy
Whose hands squeeze the life out of the needy
When will we learn that wars, threats, and regrets are the cause and effect of living in fear
Who can help protect the innocence of our children
Stolen on the internet with images they can't forget
We want it we want
We want a reason to live
We represent a generation that wants to turn back a nation
To let love be our light and salvation
We need it we need
We need more than this
Looking For Angels ~ Skillet ~ Comatose 2006
If you Think you may have crossed this profile once before, you Might be right. Or so you think anyways. I am formerly DesolateSymphony (Desolate Meaning, Sad/alone). Why Did I change my name? Well I was asked this, and down rated because of it, But I am not a static human being, nor will I ever be, My name is what I choose to represent who I am. I am no longer allowing myself to be sad and lonely. therefore desolate did not fit right. much like old clothing that you've grown out of. I grew out of that name.
I am 20 years old, I'm cynical, intelligent and far to down to earth for my age. I'm growing up in an age and time where people stopped caring for the real they hide behind masks of reputations and strict rules to hide they're fear and hate for what they've become. I live in a world that grows and thrives upon hate and anger. Becoming better then your neighbour has turned friends against friends, creating more enemies and more hate, pain and anger.
It's a future period during which the pace of technological change will be so rapid, its impact so deep, that human life will be irreversibly transformed. Although neither utopian nor dystopian, this epoch will transform the concepts that we rely on to give meaning to our lives, from our business models to the cycle of human life, including death itself.
"My Demons lay in waiting, Tempting me away"
I hang out with nobody. I'm a real life loner. Nobody Has time anymore, they all have they're fast paced lives heading straight towards early retirement and a nursing home because they've all been run off they're feet.
I used to dream of someday making it big. the real 'making it big' where I can come back to this town, 10 years from now, and still be better then that ones that beat me down. I can look at them, with all the scars, and tell them, I didn't do this to prove anything to them, I did it to prove it to myself. I can do anything I want, and they couldn't stop me.
Maybe one day I'll be able to dream again.
"I cover myself with these tattoo's, as a story to tell you, of how I once Lived, of how I still live..."
I have Long ebony hair. Brilliant green, but sometimes honey, colored eyes hidden behind glasses. 5 piercings, all on my upper body and an unfinished tattoo on my back. A star for every person that ever changed my life, that taught me what growing up was all about.
Proud Assistant Coven Master of
The Coven Of The Ancients.
Empyre and her Faith.
Faith, has become a word that means very little in a world with Hunger, War and hatred. My Faith has chosen to rest on LaVey Satanism. No, Not those whiny little fuckers that think sacrificing cats on church doorsteps on 'devil's night' is funny. I mean the real thing.
I don't believe in Satan or the Devil, or Lucifer, whichever you choose to call him.
I believe in myself, and Believe that life is just an obsticle, and everyone else are just human mutts in your way to the finish line. Does this mean I hate humans? In a way I do.. were Animals, capable of the cruelest, more horrific things. We will be our own destruction. Love and compassion won't be enough to save us all.
Do I believe in ANYTHING higher? ..No..not really.. I don't. I guess in a way calling myself agnostic. I don't believe for a second that there is something 'higher' controlling our fate. In a world like this, it's every (wo)man for themselves. not every (wo)man for a 'god'.
Empyre's Role Models
If I had to pick one, Id say Eleanor Roosevelt. A smart woman who has inspired me time and time again to push on, no matter how tough life gets.
"In the long run, we shape our lives and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die, and the choices that we make are ultimately our responsibility."
I guess you can call me an artist. A Tortured mind, A forgotten soul. Without my art, I do not breathe.
Check my journal, for a glimpse at what I can do..If you want to read more, Or see what I can do (I also do many graphics) Just ask, and Ill be happy to share.
"Some days are diamonds and some days are headstones…."
A Close Friend once told me that In Order for someone else to love you, You have to love yourself, I used to believe that, That I couldn't be loved if I never loved myself. But time has changed my opinion and formed a smarter one. I love myself probably part of the time, but someone is always going to love me no matter what.
They say bad girls are just good girls that don't get caught. I'm no angel, but which one am I, the good girl or the Bad girl? I Guess you'll have to figure that out. If your interested.
I am a girl of many masks, I disguise myself under these walls to protect myself from what I don't want to let in.
DO NOT Message me for anything other then FRIENDS. I DO NOT take kindly to being thought of/treated any other way then that. Your message WILL be Blocked and Deleted
".....Yesterday we were laughing, today I'm left here asking, where has all the time gone now, I'm left alone somehow, growing up and getting older, I don't wanna believe its over..."
I'm old enough to know better, and Young enough to still know everything.
If I haven't scared you away yet, Annoyed you, Pissed you off, or you just don't plain old hate me yet, then why haven't we talked before? ;P
I've spent a lot of my life looking back on my past and remembering only the regrets and bad memories, I never remembered the happy times and the memories that brought me joy. I've come close to losing someone I care deeply about because of this. So I changed it. Now I live day by day, Cherishing every moment and seeing the good instead of the bad.
Love doesn't last forever, live in the the moment, believe in yourself and you will then find true happiness.
The Intellectual side.
My Friends often come to me with their Problems. If it's relationship, Life or they just need an ear to listen. a star to guide them home. I often listen and say nothing. Other's, I am the most optimistic person they know. Ive learnt through my practice of LeVay Satanism, that every human is a mutt, and that in order to survive in this cold , dark world, we must rely completely on ourselves. Just do whatever makes you happy, and Die. that's the end..
Do I believe in rencarnation? Perhaps. But im not entirely sure.
Ive read many many books about it, and I'm still exploring my belief on that. I do believe that our souls are shared in history. I do believe in the soul mates.. But I don't nessesarily believe everyone has one. I think it's much more rare to find it then people believe.
Please note: I rate what I am rated if I think its Justified. If you have a problem Message me. If not. Well, be on your merry little way. ~ < ( ^.~ ) > ~