I've never had a time where I've felt genuinely welcomed, of course that's normal in this world. 'Everyone has to go through that' whenever I asked for advice, that was what it boiled down too;
I always have this reoccurring dream, I'm surrounded in this grand ball room, people dressed in their best suits and gowns, but I feel all alone in this dream. I recognize some of the faces as well, some of the most important people in my life. Yet still I feel alone, I feel as though I'm on another plain, or from another planet;
Towards the end of the dream one of two things happens, I either vanish completely and wake up with no air in my lungs, or all the people in the room turn to me, and I begin to feel pain. This pain is so excruciating that I can't stand, I stumble to the ground and feel my heart pounding. No one comes to my aid, they all simply stare at me. And then I wake up
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MindeAdiancaKassia
10:34 Dec 20 2017
Wow, that's scary