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“All I have ever done is cared!” I yelled as I threw my phone onto a chair in the corner of the room. Tears started to run down my cheeks and I continued to yell at the top of my lungs “How can he not know that?! I care more then he can even begin to fathom if he can’t even assume that I would care even in the slightest!” I stopped yelling and stood in the middle of the room weeping as he just looked at me comfortingly from the bed which he had been typing in when I came in and so rudely interrupted. “I’m sorry. I'll leave if you want me too” I bawled still just standing in my wet boots and coat. “Don’t be. It’s fine come here darling.” He sighed with a loving smile as he closed his laptop. Still sobbing I slipped my boots off and dropped my coat on top of them.

I sat down on the bed and he wrapped his arms around me. “Its going to be okay sweet heart.” he said softly into my shoulder. I turned to him and buried my face into his neck and cried as he rubbed my back as to coax all of the pain out of my body. I just sat there until the tears stopped flowing from my eyes then I withdrew my head from his shoulder and sat back staring at the ceiling. “I just don’t know about this anymore. I just feel so completely alone.” I whisper still staring at the ceiling. “Please don’t say that . I am always going to be here for you. Even when you hate me I will still care. I love you.” He said as he moved his hand to caress my cheek. I nuzzled into his touch then I looked down to see his eyes full of tears “Don’t cry I’m sorry! I love you!” I say frantically as I practically tackled him in a hug.

“Don’t worry I am crying because I am happy” I pull away and give him a rather confused look

“ I am happy because I can help and I know that we will always be there for each other.” He says as he catches my gaze. I saw him smiling at me, only for me and I knew that everything was going to be okay.

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Seeker2112
09:29 Sep 21 2010

Beautifully written, my dear.

I love the emotional depth and descriptive tone.

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I woke up 20 minutes ago. I don't think I have ever had a more horrible nightmare in my entire life. I had died and when I died I was sent instead of heaven or hell, To limbo. Kinda. It was a mental health building. I was being forced to graduate from high school to get into heaven. I was okay with that until I started seeing familiar faces. A few of my friends had died. I started talking to them about how they died, It might have been a dream but I will never forget how incredibly sad they all looked. This is when in my dream I started crying and got kicked out of class because I started thinking about how their families must feel and everyone would be missing them. I went to the front desk and started checking a few clip boards to see who else was in this horrible place and I found one of my more complicated friendships that I had not heard about in awhile.. I found myself trying to find him threw out the whole dream but all I would ever find were quirky messages that he as written in odd places and it only made me miss him even more. A few class periods went by and I found myself at the last one of the day. Right as I was about to walk in my class I saw my sister. She was trying to open doors to classrooms but she couldn't. I panicked for a minute and I thought she was dead but when I tried to talk to her but she couldn't see me.

That is when others informed me that she wasn't dead, Luckily. They also told me that this building existed in the real world and there were tons of legends about how the dead roamed the halls, Which were true but with so many skeptics and God forgetting to mention it only a few believed. They told me that my sister had been looking for me all day. Calling out my name and at one point having a break down talking about how much the family missed me and how I should come home.

This coupled with so many other facts about my friends and their stories, Missing one of my old friends that I don't really talk to anymore and realizing the pain that I had put my family threw pushed me over the edge, I woke up after that and have not been able to go back to bed so I decided that I would type this up after trying to find someone online was to no avail.

Just to get it off my chest.. I am very scared that this will be one of those dreams that will flavor the rest of my day. I seriously hope not..

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Seeker2112
03:18 Sep 13 2010

The metaphorical context of this dream is fascinating. Perhaps a deeper dissection of the details will ensue.

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