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It seems like over the years i have noticed many changes where i live. Yet people tel me i am crazy. Like these dam birds. They star singing at 2:30 am and goes all day long. It is getting on my nerves lately. Wishing i can put an end to them. In 2 trees not so far away from me sounds like there 100 in each tree. The sun i can't see in anymore not even when i wear shades. I hate running to the store for mom during the daytime because it effect my eyes so much. I am hoping someone can tell me what this all means???

I hope my friends out there are having fun this 4th of July. I am sitting at home doing wash and cleaning and got more to do tomorrow. It seems like it never ends. I take care of mom so she goes through a lot of clothes. Why do old people go through the motion of reverting to a child like state.

I will watch True Blood tonight and some of my favorite old Vampire movies. All my friends are out to a BBQ but i did not get an invite wondering if lost in the mail. LOL i guess it because they are differences than I. The dress pretty and well I dress Gothic. I can see why they would leave me out for holidays BBQ but I find that rude. If you want to be added to my yahoo name to talk later drop me a email on here i shall add you. I always like to get to know people. Meet new people that what life is to me.

Meet someone who is like me or different than I.

Happy 5th of July party hard my friends.

People wanted to know a bit more about me so here goes. I will be 42 yrs old in sept. My son will turn 21 in sept. I am from Philadelphia,Pa. My son now lives in Texas. I have not seen him in almost 2 years. I miss him like crazy. I have been practicing paganism since age 15. My favorite colors are Black dark red and blue like my son eyes. There awesome. I Love metal music and Gothic as well. I do love Voltaire the best but many others. Favorite foods is yes blood but loves american food pizza and burgers. Some Mexican food and Italian. I play an online game called tibia. And some face book games too. I been single for about 8 years. Divorced twice in my life because the men love to cheat when they get enough of the sex life.

I take care of my mom she is totally disabled on top of that she had both breast removed. Due to breast cancer. I am the youngest out of 6 kids. My oldest brother passed away from Pancreatic cancer. My brother mike was a help for a time till mom had both breast removed then drove her home from the hospital then i have not heard from him much since then. The other don't care and have not called her in a long time. So i am always busy running around most days like a chicken without a head LOL.

I am back on here after a year gone. Been job hunting so i come on mostly at night.

I have gone out a few time with friends. But seems me and my friends are slipping away. I am the oldest out of them and the only pagan Goth chick the others are girl girl and dress in color and happy ones at that. I can't get a long with them they way we used to. So i am networking to find friends who are kinda like me.Gothic Pagan,Vampire. I even joined a few sites that were for dating. No luck. If i have not covered anything you wanted to know please ask i will answer you. I am here to get to know my friends on here. So ask away. If there spelling errors sorry i went quickly through this.