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see flowers all around me. I see snow on the ground. I see the moon that shine bright. I see all beauty around me. I see the bat at night and here there call for there mates. I hear the howl of a wolf and see the deers runing across the street. I see children on there bikes and couples holding hands. I see people walking there dogs. I hear music and yet no radio or tv is on. I see shadows around me and yet no one near me. I hear voice yet i cant see where it coming from. I see the sun but yet it dark. I see th oceans and lakes and mountains and yet i cant see the birds that fly around it. I cant see any sea cretures swiming. I see so much all around me. Yet i cant see where i am looking from.



I see the graveyards and tombstones and yet no one there to visit there love ones. I see birds and other animlas laying on the ground not moving. I see snow on the graves. I see darkness coming to the graveyard. I see shadwos creeping behind me. I am runing and and yet I am standing still. To afraid to stop so i run and run more.



I pass bye a girl who looking down saying brother wake up mommy wake up. But they cant talk back for there dead. I see tears coming from here eyes. I call to her she cant hear me. I look around the sky is grey and almost black. I see the mountain not far from me and yet i am runing and cant get closer to it. I am standing still as much as my legs are going and yet i cant get to where i must.



I try to reach out to someone but they cant feel me or hear me. I touch them and i go through them. I call to them they cant hear me. I see the underpath to the mountain and the stones color is grey. I cant get there no matter how much i try. I run and run and yet i am still. I see animals fight and eating dead corpses. I see them fighting of other animals that want there prey. I pass by them they cant sense me.



I want to go to a house that i bought when i was in my mid 40s i am just standing still. No matter how hard i try and cant i am just standing still.I saw a little boy run past me and not help me. I called to him and he did not hear. I run to where there music and still standing still. I call to the little boy and nothing. I try to run to him he cant hear or see me. Why do I even try. I try to run I get no where fast and still not tired from all the runing. I should be tired yet I am not. No one can here my voice but me yet i yell loudly.



I make a wishe to go to my house then i am zapped there. There i see my son and his friends. They are happy and drinking and singing. He is in his mid 40 it looks like. I call to him he does hear me. Please find me i need help. Mom he says. Yes son. Where are you standing in front of you. He cuts the music put his drink down said mom are you dead? No i am still alive but hurt please find me. I am near a tree with blood red leaves and i am bleeding fast. I dont have much time. He follows his instinc and looks for his mom.



I see trees and rocks and moutains pass. I see the graveyard with a tree of blood red leaves are you there. I am not sure please find she replied. He runs runs he saw her laying down have liveless. He picks her up and call the doctor and takes her to the house. She had lost a lot of blood. She was out of it. Lifeless being.



Her blood pours out fast and wont stop. She crying out no one hears me. Life feels like it slipping away. What have i done to deserve this. Will i ever wake up from this nightmare or will it remain just as it is now.

08 January 2011 07:08 PM Edit Poetry (1 comments) (20 views)

Quicksand

Darkness is clouding my head. The sounds come in my head. Tick Tock, Tick Tock, I hear the sound ticking away. My legs are stuck in quicksand. It holds me there Yet I am sinking. Darkness is all that surrounds me.



There nothing else. The quiet of my mind that surrounds me. All is darken fast. Chockingon the air. I breathe I call out no one hears it. Standing here bounded and gaged. Trying to reach for the tree branch overhead, but it out of reach.



I am sinking in quicksand. Soon death will come for me. Why can't anyone hear me? Can life really be over before it began. Maybe I am dreaming all this and cant wake up. Someone please wake me up. Tell me all will be alright. There a voice i hear.



Says take my hand. A man's voice i hear. I have not heard this voice in years. I reach out for his hand. He finally got me out. He said to me " Please sis go and live your life". And please no I am always with you.



I said thank you bobby He replied no thanks needed. I am your brother inlife as well as death. I am watching over you. Know I am here for you. I hug him tightly. I love ou bobby. I know I love you too little sister. We walked and talked for a little bit.



He said i must go now. Take your soul back to your body. Live life to the fullest without regret. I did just that. After i return life was better, Rich of love and hatred lefted me beauty came back in all I see. Life is short lived live it with no regrets.

08 January 2011 07:06 PM Edit Poetry (0 comments) (18 views)

My Angel My Brother

You were full of life an love and happiness. worked had never complained. You found your true love your soulmate a person to share your world with. That very rare in the world these days. People dream of what you and your wife shared. You have many friends you were rich in life. You gave yourself so completely there is nothing you would not do for your family and friends.



You are the light that lights up the room it shines so bright even on the darkest of nights. The glow that shines out of you i can see it shine all around you, your light up golden color all around you like an angel of Love.



Were you the angel of love? Were you the angel of compasion?

Were you the angel of prosperity?

Were you the angel of healing?



I know you an angel that was sent here to teach us all that an more.



Were you the angel of death?

Were you the angel of war?

Were you the angel of distruction?

Were you the angel of mercy?

Were you the angel of peace?

were you the angel who came here to teach us all to love each other?

Were you the angel teaching us hummanity teaching us the way?



Dearest angel of love,peace,mercy,happiness,prosperity,healing.

Thank you for being in my life. You taught me so much in the short time you had here on earth. Thank you for all you have done for us evenwhen we did not deserve your love you gave it freely anyways.



My dearest brother i will always love you best friends dont die they live forever. Thank you for still being there in death as well as you were in life. You truely left an impression upon mother earth and all you have touched. Till we meet again Let your golden light shine upon us all.



Your Little sister Raven

08 January 2011 07:05 PM Edit Poetry (1 comments) (20 views)

Vogue Shadows

My son wrote this after his first break up.My heart was torn, now my soul is worn endless crying, dying, suffering and hating. Not able to get my emotions go they build up inside me, some day I'll explode. Someday I will know. I will let go. The sin that stab's right threw my heart like a sharpen pin.



The weight of my life on my shoulders. One day that weight will slip. And I will fall Fall for all eternity, I will. The gap in my heart can never be fixed. It makes me sick on the inside. On the inside i bleed. As I pled for my sanity. The day of judgementation has come.



And now I am walk alone. Down the empty hall Thards the demonic throne may judgement be cast. But how long can i last? I can't leave the past behind me. It follows me, like a crow of death waiting for my hate to be unleashed.



Waiting to take me away. I'll burn. Bleeding for all enternity, I will. My will means nothing to them, my life has no vem holding it together. So the feather of the bloody raven, engulfs me into endless demnation.

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EvilRaven
19:29 Jan 24 2011

I have put more than one poem in here. I hope you like them i am trying to get them published soon. I just have to come up with more. Vogue Shadows was written by my son at age 14 after his first girlfriend broke his heart. He got such a deep emotion to him I can see where he gets it from.

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It winter snow has falling it looks pretty white and untouched. Looking out the window. There no cars passing by. But there are squirles runing around having fun. I venture outside. I went to build a snowman and yet everytime i gather up snow it replenished it self again. I build a snowman he looks great. I should be cold by now being out here for hours but i am not.



Snow means it cold winter is that as well. I was outside for a good four hours. Yet i feel nothing. I look outside and going to take a picture of my snowman and he disappeared. The snow is untouched yet again. Like it just blizzard again. How can this be? How can i build a snowman and he disapeared. I could not believe my eyes. I laid down and took a nap i woke up snow is gone and it dark and there water around. Just water. There was 2 feet of snow before. Now we have water. I go outside and it warm out there.



I see the sun peaking out. But it not bright. I turn on the radio to hear music or new all there is is static. I tried all stations and all is the same. I get out a cd and put it on nothing plays. It like it blank. I grab my smokes and head out the door again. I get to a small bridge i have not seen before. Look over it i see the fishes swiming in the water below. I cross the bridge and come to a park where all flowers are in bloom. Tree have leaves on them. How can this be when we just had snow on the gorund.



I see the squirles runing up and down tree with there mates and children. My cell rings i answer it there a female on the end said hey raven come to the house. I turn back and see people at my door. Friends and family i like to see. Crazy weather we are having. Yes it is. Who knew earth two be this crazy. I replied earth too. Yes who knew how crazy life and weather would be here after the distruction of earth one...



Now it spring next week will be summer. Season here are shorter than earth one. I am glad i never liked the cold. Here summer is dry and not humid. Live is better than i ever knew here.