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Inside my mind is where I live.

Torture and pain are now mine to give.

The dark of night has filled my soul

Revenge is my life's one and only goal.

Hurt, pain, ridicule and abandonment

All will be avenged.



~JW~

~FP~

Have you ever listened to a broken heart?

I bet you thought you couldn't hear it?

But, if you listen it says a lot, it asks a lot, feels a lot and wants a lot. It asks why more than anything. But usually doesn't get a response or answer.



A broken heart can break the sound.

As it bleeds it puddles on the ground.

The river cut into it rages and burns as it flows.

It cries out in pain that only grows.

It screams wanting to be loved, cherished and sheltered.



Written by: Jennifer Widener

~FP~

The winds of change blow once again.

And scrape the layers of dirt away.

The layers of dirt that have built up over the years.

I used the dirt and tears that I have cried to make the mortar that I used to build my wall.

My wall has been my sanctuary and safety.

The one thing that I can count on to always guard and protect the most delicate and fragile part of me.

My soul, my spirit, and my feelings.

But now, as I have allowed a few cherished people in behind my wall;

A strange and complex thing is happening.

The winds of change have been stirred yet again.

Slowly and diligently the layers are being removed.

I am so exposed as I stand alone on this lane.

Alone, abandoned, I want to fly away.

But, with the love that now surrounds me, I firmly declare to welcome these winds of change.

To allow the true me to shine once again.

I vow to live, love and laugh.

Never again will I become a caged and endangered soul.

I Will Forever; Live, Love and Laugh.

Freely!!



Written by: Jennifer Widener

~FP~

How does it feel to have your heart ripped out and thrown in your face?

It hurts like Hell.

You can't think.

All thought processes stopped the moment you were told that they no longer care about you or love you.

You can't breathe because the lungs have been deflated.

No feeling exists because the heart is gone.

It has ceased to beat.

The hurt is like a dagger being driven in through your side and twisted on the way in.

They say more words but you don't hear.

The pain is too unbearable.



Written by: Jennifer Widener

~FP~