I have been quiet here for quiet awhile. mostly so I di dnot go off the deep end with things I would have wished I di dnot type out later... then I got to thinking.. what is a journal for if not to be able to rant in it. Yes other may read it.. but you all will not know the people I am speaking of .. so no harm done.
The few months have been.. stressful to say the least. My health has gone to shit in part because of it.. which of course adds to the stress .. which makes me more ill.. which adds.. nasty cycle this.
But the main area of stress is a supposed friend that truely needs someone to kick her ass and help her yank her head out of said ass. She has been acting so weird of late and has a very very bad habit of blameing everyone on the planet for her actions other than herself. That alone would almost drive me to drink. But the fact my MAster has the bad luck to be married to her only makes it worse.
She has been fucking my husband over for over two months and is fond of saying their problems have nothing to do with me.. uum YEAH hurt someone I love and it has EVERYRTHING to do with me. Yet when her hubby and I disagree she is all up in the problem.. can we say hyprocrit... I swaer her pic is next tot he word if you look it up.
She has been blameing me for alot of the things she thinks are wrong.. and considering I have not spoken to her in 6 weeks I am not sure how the hell I could have done anything wrong. My Master is trying to get me to rip into her as we both believe she needs to have done... but in truth its not my place.. its my husbands place to rip her head off.
tilts her head well I know this will not make alot of sence to anyone else but it does make me feel some better.
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