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I decided to skip the fall semester. It seems kinda pointless to go. I am only going to take one or two classes and the expenses to go are not worth the credits I will get. I have to drive 30+miles to get there so I will be driving around 60miles a day just to go. I've decided I will get one or two jobs and save up some money for next semester. I will be back in Idaho then (yay) and school will actually be affordable then.

I'm sick :( I've got a horrid throat tearing cough that won't stop once started. I constantly feel queazy and the coughing makes this worse. When I get both combined I can barely prevent myself from throwing up. My mom gave me cough medicine and now I feel like I am in a fog. I can barely think I have next to no energy but I can't sleep. I just woke up from a two hour nap. I have stomache pains whenever I stand up. It's really unfun.

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voodoochile
16:38 Jul 29 2009

Ummm, preggers?

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FictionalFantasy
00:49 Jul 30 2009

I don't think so. I hope not

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I went to Mat-Su college today to register for classes and find out about fnancial aid. I found out that if I do not get into the WUE program that I will have to pay $429 a credit. That totals to about $1500+ a class. That is more expensive than one semester at the college I previously attended. I can't really afford to pay that and I am kinda unsure about getting student loans because I have heard those are horrible to pay back. As a result of thinking too much I am unsure if I would be able to afford to get my doctorate. I don't want to spend my entire life paying off student loans though.

Residents of Alaska are allowed to do what is called dip net fishing. It is where they get giant nets and go stand in the freezing cold water and wait for fish to swim into the net. Much to my surprise, it actually works. Well, my parents are now residents of Alaska and they decided to try this out. They were curious as to whether I would be able to since I am still claimed on their taxes (thank God I wasn't able to). I DO NOT fish and I WILL NOT ever eat fish. I never have been able to eat fish. I have tried it and I do enjoy the taste but to me it is like eating my best friend. I can't bring myself to eat it. Well my mother told me I was going to go fishing if I was allowed. I told her that I do not fish. She got extremely mad, asked since when and acted as if my beliefs did not matter at all and were a huge joke. Naturally, it upset me. It makes me feel as if I can't tell my mother anything about me or my beliefs.

I went to log into vr and for a moment I thought I was on the wrong site. I do like the changes to the main page though. Very nice.

My stupid computer keeps popping up a little tab in the corner saying USB device not recognised. There is nothing in any of the USB places. I unplugged everything to see if it would stop. It isn't. Its starting to get annoying. It pops up every ten seconds.

I really, really want to retake a bunch of classes I have already taken mainly because I enjoyed them so much and it would be great to see how they are taught at other schools. I don't think its a great idea though because I have already decided to take each math class twice so I will be taking two different math classes a semester. That way I can retake one but still take the next available math class without spending years on them. I am also retaking any class I don't recieve an A or B in. Thankfully thats only two classes. I also really, really want to retake most of the science classes I have taken just for shear enjoyment. I think I will probably end up retaking the anthropology class. I am considering switching my major from geology to anthropology so it might be a good idea so that I can decide if that is really what I want to do

Internet is evil. I was going to try and register for fall classes online and I couldnt remember my pin number so I clicked on forgot pin. I typed in the CORRECT answer to my security question and it said it was wrong. I am 100% positive that it was the right answer. As a result from too many guesses my online account is now locked and I have to wait until I can run to the college to get it unlocked. Its a huge pain in the ass and extremely annoying.

Much to my surprise I miss Idaho. I mainly miss being able to go do whatever I want when I want. I am stuck at home about 95% of the time here. Its also cold here most of the time. Its great when the sun is out but sadly its been raining all day for the last two or three days. I forgot my jacket in Idaho so all I have is long sleeved shirts to keep me warm and they dont work very well. One of the dogs (we have four) also dragged off one of my tennis shoes so I only have sandals to wear now until I find it.

The forest across from my house is on fire. I am not sure how bad it is because its off the road a bit and I can't see it through the trees. There is a plane circling overhead and there are about five or so firetrucks. Hopefully it doesn't get too bad.

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DMZ
08:15 Jul 20 2009

be careful watch the news and see what is going on over there.

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I am now in Alaska. Flew in today. This was by far the worst plane ride I have had so far. I was too tired to read but coudnt sleep. I ended up reading cosmo most of the trip. It was interesting enough to keep me half awake lol. It was amazing seeing Alaska from the air though. I had to wake up around 1:30am to make sure I was at the airport in time. I had to have my dog checked in two hours before I left which ment I had to be at the airport by 4am. It turns out that was a good idea. When my mom reserved my seat she put that the dog was going to go under my seat and he was way too big for that so we had to get it all sorted out. He was extremely glad to get off the plane. He seems to be enjoying Alaska quite a bit. My parents already had three dogs though so he has a bunch of playmates. Ive been up for about 12 + hours so far today and its barely after 5pm. I doubt I stay up very late tonight.

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PandorasBx
02:27 Jul 17 2009

I'm from Fairbanks, Alaska....born there, beautiful country..

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Xzavier
02:32 Jul 17 2009

Glad everything worked out and that you landed safely. I would have hated to attend your funeral just to get my coins back :) lol that was awful :D

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DMZ
09:06 Jul 17 2009

good luck in alaska !

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voodoochile
19:35 Jul 17 2009

A new start :) I am happy for you, may She watch over and bless you in all you do.

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I am leaving to head to Seattle, Washington tomorow so that I can catch a plane to Anchorage, Alaska. I am excited to finally be heading out but its really hard. Im going to miss my family here a lot. Ive spent about half my summer at my grandmother's house in Jerome and Ive gotten really close to most of my family there. Its really sad to leave them.

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DMZ
22:39 Jul 14 2009

keep in touch and good luck in alaska!

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Wow no journal entry today. lol.



Im moving on tuesday :) I cant wait.

Places to see before I grow old:



1. Stonehenge

2. The Pyramids

3. John Day Fossil Beds (might be going next week yay)

4. Dinosaur National Monument

5. Neutchwanstein Castle

6. Dracula's Castle







list will be continued when I think of more places

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MBK
02:47 Jul 12 2009

Castle Bran would be fun to see.

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FictionalFantasy
06:24 Jul 12 2009

Never heard of that one

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DMZ
07:33 Jul 12 2009

paris, london, and rome are on my list to visit. so much history in each of those places.

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FictionalFantasy
01:15 Jul 13 2009

I intend to visit those places too. Gonna see Berlin and Prague too

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I think it would be really awesome if people could leave comments on individual pictures in your porfolio

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DMZ
07:30 Jul 12 2009

I agree that would be a nice thing if it were possable

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I think that if life had a reset button I wouldn't push it. Its the experiences in life that make us who we are. Our mistakes teach us and guide us. Sure they suck at the time but eventually its just in the past.

I started a tagged account today and its really starting to make me mad. Whenever I click on updates it closes every other internet screen I have open. Its a pain in the ass

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DMZ
22:40 Jul 14 2009

I had tagged on another email account it will send you spam mail so I would say it isnt worth having an account on there whatso ever.

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postcards are evil. . . I bought a stupid album to store them in while they were shipped to alaska and they fit at the time but now none of them will fit in the stupid album

What if life had a reset button?

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Nedra
01:26 Jul 11 2009

I would be the first one to push it...........

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Apparently I am not very perverted at all. This morning I got a text forward that had a picture of a naked man and the text said I know I can trust you completely so I was wondering, do my legs look white? I said kinda. why? before I realised that it was a joke to see if you payed more attention to the legs or penis.

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voodoochile
21:30 Jul 10 2009

Hmmm, maybe you're just not that into naked dudes...

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I think I have a new addiction. Blogging. I have noticed that lately I have been writing in my journal tons of times and I started an account on blogger.com and have posted three posts within five minutes. Its just so much fun though. especially when people comment on what you write. Its fun to see what people think :)

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DMZ
05:42 Jul 10 2009

yea I have noticed since july 1 you posted almost 15 times in here since the start of the month so yea you can say love to blog the world away hahaha.

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voodoochile
13:08 Jul 10 2009

And that is a good thing :)

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FictionalFantasy
18:11 Jul 10 2009

lol I write whatever comes to mind. I kinda hold back though on here because I feel like I write too much XD I have the link to my blogger page on my profile. It will probably be uncensored (it wont be super bad) and probably have twice as many details and posts

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Im teaching my dog to dance. Its adorable. I will hold a treat above him and he stands on his hind feet and jumps around while waving his front feet. It is super cute!

Anybody interested in learning about past cultures should check out the website prehistory.org . It has information and a lot of different countries and their ancient cultures. It also tells some of the stories told by those cultures. It is immensly interesting. Hard to tear yourself away from it. I recommend reading the German section.

I was driving to my friend's house in Kimberly which is about 4 miles from here last night. I was mega tired and it was midnight but we had had a fight and the only way to make up was to go and talk in person so I went over. on the way I got pulled over. Apparently I was so tired I wasn't driving straight. The cop thought I was drunk. Thankfully he believed me when I said I don't drink alcohol. I could not find my registration or insurance though. It was horrible. I didnt get a ticket though so my record is still clean :)

I think I am starting to get sick. All day Ive had a stomacheache and I feel like Im going to throw up. It could be from a lack of sleep. Ive hardly gotten any sleep the last couple of nights.

Having one person add my journal to favorites bumped me from 15% to 90%

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DMZ
05:40 Jul 10 2009

you're welcome.

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FictionalFantasy
05:42 Jul 10 2009

thanks :)

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I was browsing for cars online and found a car store named "fairly reliable bobs." Fairly reliable? Im not sure I would want to shop there. . .

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ThothLestat
19:42 Jul 08 2009

yeah, that's not exactly convincing...

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voodoochile
20:15 Jul 08 2009

bobs? BOBS? What the hell is a 'bob'? Is that like saying 'yeah, Fred is kind of on time for work some days'. o.0

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DMZ
05:40 Jul 10 2009

yea I would look somewhere else to buy a new car hell craigslist might even a better choise if you ask me.

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FictionalFantasy
05:41 Jul 10 2009

hehe I found it through craigslist

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Ive been thinking lately and I have come to realise something. Half my friends only want to hang out if they get sexual favors (hardly ever happens). The other half makes plans with me and doesnt follow through. Its really crappy. Once again I cant wait to move. Leave all of this behind me. . .

Im in a really bad mood right now. My stupid computer is going EXTREMELY slow and its driving me crazy. It would help if it didnt randomly click on the opposite side of the screen or go back a screen or mess up when Im trying to write something. I really wanted to listen to music but like usual its being a bitch (excuse the language). Its all I can do to keep from smashing it.

My cousin-in-law's brother has a crush on me. It wasn't so bad at first but now Im starting to get creeped out. He came to a bbq at my grandmother's house today and he has been snapping pictures of me all day. It wasnt so bad until near the end of the evening. My grandmother has outside blinds on her kitchen window and I was sitting at the kitchen table eating. He stuck his camera phone up behind the blinds and snapped a picture of me. I consider that to be extremely creepy and kinda uncalled for. He is trying to get me to go on a date with him but after that I dont think I am going to. I dont want to hurt his feelings or anything but if he acts like that with family around Im not sure I want to be around him alone.

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ladySnowStrixx
19:09 Jul 05 2009

maybe you should say something to your cousin about what he,s doing and how it makes you feel and have her husband talk to him .

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FictionalFantasy
20:20 Jul 05 2009

I did. I told her and my grandmother. Neither were very happy about it and my cousin's husband is talking to him about it today.

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I dont ever intend to get married. My reasoning for this is that I can barely stay in a dating relationship for more than a few months. I also don't like being tied down to the same person for a long time. I enjoy my freedom. I think its more fun to have friends with benefits than just one boyfriend. So far I haven't regretted most of the sexual things I have done but sex is just so much further and its something you can never take back. I want to try sex, I really do. I am not afraid of it. Just afraid I will regret who I lost my virginity to and why I gave it to them. Ive decided not to give it to the guy from the previous post (a one night stand probably isnt the best place to lose it, after all). But I want to stop fearing that I will regret it. I have decided not to give it to someone I am dating because I know for certain that I will regret that if we ever broke up, which is certain to happen. So I will just have to keep my eyes open for the right friend ;)



Also, Ive been thinking about experimenting with girls. One of my best friends is female and bi so that kinda works out great. Ive been too shy though to ask her. I want to ask her soon its just kinda an awkward thing to ask someone. I think it would be tons of fun :) I know Im going to ask her before I leave. Ive decided to wait until after the holiday to ask. Hopefully she says yes :)

I am going to go get my nails done today. Ive been wanting to get them done for ages but have never gotten around to it. Im going with two of my cousins to get them done around two. We were going to go to a beauty school here in town but when we set up the appointment they said we had to sign a waiver that way if anything went wrong they wouldnt be at fault. After that we decided to go elsewhere. Now we are going to another place at the mall in the next town over. Should be fun. We get to go shopping too :) yay

Im in a predicament. My cousin's brother asked me to a movie tomorow night. I said yes because I am too nice to say no. I dont really like him though. Ive noticed he watches me a lot when Im over there but I hoped that he wouldnt ask me out. I hope he doesnt try anything.

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voodoochile
11:12 Jul 01 2009

well just try and not be so damn sexy! Heh.

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Angelus
14:50 Jul 02 2009

.. insistently you say 'no.'

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