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Okay, I've vented a little steam, now I'm good again. I'm sorry for whinging and whining so much, I owe all my friends a big HUGE thank you, for sticking by me and not treating me like an idiot. Guys and girls you mean the world to me, I love you all.

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WolfenVampire
11:25 Mar 31 2009

Always a pleasure sister. You are a nice and gentle person and mean alot. ^_^

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Just because I wasn't supposed to be born a girl, and I want to be a gay guy, why does that make it so wrong? I love guys, but not the same way most girls do, I don't feel right the way I am now.

I don't want a sex change because that wouldn't be right either, I just feel trapped in a body that's all wrong for me.

I see guys together and I want to be like them so badly it almost hurts, there's something about two guys together that is just so sweet and innocent and lovable, and I can't handle it.

I can't describe it, its just so....amazing.

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Slain
09:49 Mar 26 2009

You are not crazy sweety. I think you understand yourself more than most ever do. You see it in yourself and want to explain it to yourself aswell as others. I can't imagine how that might feel. But you are not crazy.



Everyone is wierd to a point. And if they cannot accept you for that. Then you need not waste another breath trying to convince them otherwise.



Be yourself and no one else.

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Aracon
10:35 Mar 26 2009

I'm with Slain hon, you are by far from crazy. Maybe its just the rest with a warped sense of reality?

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bloodraynesupreme
15:46 Mar 26 2009

no ur not crazy at all ur brave though for sayin that though im not gay or bi ill nvr understand what ur feelin but i do gope u find the happiness ur lookin 4 just keep fighting and ull find it im sure :)

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WolfenVampire
16:00 Mar 26 2009

I understand and you are not crazy big sis. i want to be a woman sometimes. So I can relate.

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I'm over it, I'm staying physically single from now til I meet someone I can trust, which could be a long time. Online relationships, fine, but don't expect anything else, I'm not taking anymore boyfriend or girlfriend offers. If you want a single night of pleasure online, fine, but that's all.

No matter who it is, they always hurt me by picking someone else over me. They always turn out to have ties to someone else, even if I don't know anything about them when I meet them.

If they take my heart (and most take at least a little of it) they ruin my world by leaving me for another.

My life is a waste. I should just die, I can't do anything right. My relationships always turn to shit, they ALWAYS leave. I should know its coming, I don't know why I don't expect it. Even if I know its coming I can't do anything to save it.

It always hurts, and it never goes away, I'm never good enough.

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WolfenVampire
03:37 Mar 17 2009

Firedrake, please don't give up!

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SuicideDoll
16:44 Mar 17 2009

Everyone has relationships that don't work out. It doesn't mean there's anything wrong with you. I agree with what the previous person said - don't give up.

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