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life is a light but i live in the dark with my tainted heart how do i start with my bleeding heart its so dark and it doesnt feel like a heart please dont start your lies they make me cry with everyone i die why do you make me cry when i felt so alive ?? i strive to stay aalive but the dark pulls me in even through the thick and thin i put on a smile it last so that you dont see whats so wrong for a while then once you see im free then you push me i fall hit the wall and then hear a phone call dont call them please i love you dont want me to hurt you? oh well here take this for a while and i'll be home and my family will be gone for so damn long i still stand strong weather you stay long or go on life is here and i let you say life is so????? fucking gay! to this day i must say that i hate you for the way that i treat you because you treat me like shit and i take every hit and i still get more and my sisters throw their fits i hate this shit my fault for your death i think not my blams me and dads done forgot i think ill take this one shot to find a spot and get bit in the dark so i can start a new life an angels life with new found things were i can live and not worry about the hurt you give me when you lie and cheat with me..... feel free to leave belive me i hate you i cant belive i ever dated you you fucking fake and crude!!!!!!!!!go to hell you fucking guy hope you stay there and burn! the end



~Blessed be~

-Roxie-

if their was ment to be love in the world why dont i have it? if love was suposted to find me why hasnt it? love is nothing in my life i dont think HATE is always there for me like a lolly pop or my bestfriend hate breeds in my head and spreads like a wild fire or a pyro's fasination with the fire i hate most things but i like a lot of things i hate love and wish there was none in the world satan has made sure i have no love and will never have love so there for i say FUCK THE WORLD HAVE YOUR WAY WITH ME TOY WITH ME AND MAKE HASTE CUZ LIFE IS SHORT SO I LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST ASSHOLE!!!!