Had dinner with Gram and Shirley down at the Cabbage Patch. I didn't know that chick that I went trick or treating with worked there. We talked about getting the halloween pics together and she's gonna put thm on a site and I can steal them from there.
It's storming pretty bad today. No snow, just rain.
Mairikia got my letter and pictures together. I sent him the pic of me and him kissing through the fence. He said he showed it to everyone. And everyone was like "DAMN!" :) He was all like "Look what my baby drew me!" Glad he liked it. I'm so happy to have talked to him today.
elizabeth((((my first name)))))
v. to think about buttocks.
"Buddy, don't elizabeth!"
Justin
adj. carrying a radio.
"What do you think of that girl, bud?" "She's Justin!"
Erin
n. sex.
"Jackie, check out the Erin!"
Riff-Raff(((((my nickname))))
v. to hate someone or something.
"The gang are going to Riff-Raff, tomorrow."
Brandon
adv. used in conjunction with another word as an intensifier.
"That woman is Brandon-pleasant, old chap."
kayla
adj. expensive.
"Someone dosed her drink and now she's kayla."
Glenn
v. to see someone or something.
"Shh, old chap, I'm trying to Glenn."
Dead Puppets (((((a really good band))))
n. a person without a vehicle.
"That's the most dangerous Dead Puppets I've ever seen!"
Crisis ((((karyn's band))))
v. to become flashy.
"I'm gonna go and Crisis, dawg."
Battah
n. mid-eighties term for alco-pops.
"Want some Battah, dude?"
Tylor
interj. a statement of agreement.
"Nigel, shall we chase some homework?" "Tylor!"
HildaLee ((((My mom's name!!)))
n. a vulgar hand gesture.
"Are you giving me the HildaLee, girl?"
Gram
v. to inject drugs into things, with no purpose or reason.
"I'm gonna go and Gram, my friend."
Wolven
n. friends, but also a secret code-word for hair.
"I'm gonna spoil your Wolven, bud."
Jessica
adv. used in conjunction with another word as an intensifier.
"That gun is Jessica-enormous, man."
Jason
n. a vulgar hand gesture.
"Are you giving me the Jason, Reggie?"
Joe
v. to become old.
"We should Joe, Reggie."
Pandora (((my other nickname as well))))
interj. expression of disbelief.
"Buddy, I just saw Jesse and Frank, going to insult a child!" "Pandora!"
Adam ((((my brother))))
interj. a statement of agreement.
"Dawg, shall we make fun of some alcohol?" "Adam!"
Mairikia ((((my sexy boyfriend))))
v. to slap violence with sex.
"I'm gonna go and Mairikia, kid."
Jared
n. clothes belonging to a friend.
"Let's get ourselves some old Jared, Billy."
Shaylah
n. 1. a tiny unit of currency. 2. a crude pet animal.
"My Shaylah isn't a crude as Mom's."
Thank god Jason came by and kidnapped me to Jessica's! We went to a few bars to get some alcohol. The first one we went to in Oakwood, some old guy was looking at us and gave Jason the thumbs up like we were a couple. Drunks. *pht!* Then we went to Paulding where there were a bunch of stupid college jerks and they started a fight, so Jason tells me "Go out to the car." so I wouldn't be hurt. ten minutes later, he comes out with a big grin and some alchie! (he's trying to get me over my fear of crowds) We went back to Jess's and watched a movie and next thing you know, it's around 3am. I was getting worried about Chad being at the house and Tom not being there, so I went with Jason when he left. On the way to my place, he tells me that he's getting a lawyer to see his new daughter because that Thrasher girl is overly protective and obsessed and won't let him see her. I hope he wins. It would tear him up inside not to be able to see her; this i truely know. He hopes things go well. And he's the first one to not flip out on me about going to New York for Christmas because he said he knew I would come back.
Tom ran Chad out of the house with his confrontations. Guess he's moving to Continetal now. Which would be good for us all. Too bad i won't see Katie for a long time. I liked her.
The cop doesn't care aout a measley B&E. They laughed at me.
I go away for almost a week and i go out to check my mail only to find my latch broken. Appearing as though it was cut. This thief wasn't a really smart one, otherwise he would have taken my stareo or my tv or maybe my checkbook if they were looking for it right. But no! They b-lined it to my room and go through all my boxes I had packed away in the closet and steal my fucking daggers and my other check book. Lucky for me, it wasn't too late to take my case to the sherriff's department. He wasn't much help to begin with either! He has some janky fuck in the side seat laughing the whole time. I wanted to bust his window and pull him out just to ask him what the hell was so damn funny. Looked familiar, that's the whole problem. He's not going to do anything for me. What a fuck! All he said was to look around for your friends to turn on you and that's why you're getting stolen from. But i don't have too many friends out here. That's just it! It could only be a handful of jackels in this measel infested wasteland of Melrose. So now what does Goblet do? She has to go down and search everything thoroughly. What a fucking retarded thing to do! I know a few people who would do it and I'm hunting now. Motherfuckers won't get far, because I've just claimed KARMA
Confronted Chad about smoking his crank around me. I was really nearvous, but he was all cool about it. So now whenever he does that shit he's going to go into another room for me. Glad I got it off my chest. Because I don't know how much more I could do this sitting in the smoke.
Jason didn't pick me up that Friday. :(
I brought my cats up the highway (coaxing them) because I can't do anything for them out at the old place. This way, they aren't bored and the girls have something to play with.
Trevor, Tom, and I went to Van Wert today and in the proccess, we were walking around the new Walmart checking it out, playing games, asking for an aplication. Well, On the way out of the food section and to the front, though we made it to the clothing section and Trevor grabs me from behind at both my shoulders and makes like he's going to throw me into a painful rack of clothes. I was unaware when he did this and I fucking screamed! LMAO I didn't mean to do it so loud, but it just came out. The whole time we continue to leave, I'm so red and we're all laughing-well, I am mostly because I can't stop. I had to cover my mouth with my hands in my hoody sleeve. Trevor and Tom keep picking on me the whole way to the car.
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Jason said he's going to come kidnap me more often. He knows about the problems about being stuck in to house with Chad and his Crabk smoking friends. I think he got the test result back about the Paternaty test. His vexed actions lesy night made it appear as though Bethany is not his. He said he'd talk to me about it, but he'll talk when he's ready; which is cool, because I never push him to speak because he comes to me often when he needs to get things off his chest about something.
I drove the truck out to my place today to get my laundry and it appears that i'm not in satisfactory in the way things are looking out there. ...The first time, my closet was open and I ALWAYS shut it. My photos were looked at and moved. My portrait my Oma made me was way on the other side of the room. Blankets were everywhere. And the house reeked!!!! That is the last time I let Pudgee stay at my house and let anyone over there. I'm putting a stop to it. Plus they left the place and left it unlocked. WTF!? I'm not a hotel!! I'm outraged! So what did Goblet do? She took the fucking keys back and left. Next time I go out there, I'm going to just LOCK IT UP!
Okay, so I went out there again today and I am appauled. Blankets were strewn everywhere, Papers all over the place, as well as bubble wrap, CD's fucked up and some were stolen, and cups were everywhere. Empty cigarette packs. They even burnt my candle profit!!!! Now I have no chance in hell of selling them at the Opera House. My shit was so fucked up I started to cry for a moment. (no sobbing, just shocked with tears) My tools were out and fucked with, co was my night stand, Mairikia's cell phone, and my artwork on the table. This is NOT happening again. I locked it up and walked down the highway into town pissed as fuck. Goblet is not a happy fucking camper. I no longer trust anyone out at my place. Not even to pick up my mail.
I told Dee only a little bit about what was wrong when I came back from out there at my place (only told her about my candles) and she appologized for his actions, but I told her that I shouldn't have been so damn trusting in someone who don't care about someone elses property. GODDAMNIT!!!! I'm so pissed off I could just wring his fat neck until his head pops like a fucking squarell eye!
Your attractive to guys! As you are being yourselfand trying not to hard, guys actually dig you!
Are guys attracted to you?
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You are followed by the Demon of Over Confidence.The Demon can make you feel invincible andsuperior to others, making you appear meansometimes and hard to be around. It is good tohave some confidence but you might be pushingit. The best way to make this demon leave is totry to percieve others' view and discover whichdemon follows them.
What Demon Follows you? ..:Interesting Pics:..
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A Dark vampire
You are a dark vampire you have lost the spark, andthe will to care about the kill any more youcry black hollow tears, you use to be fearedand your name spread fear across the land amonghumans and vampires alike. For this reason youare alone, you regret this but you know it istoo late. You became like that because youbecame attached to someone and now they aregone you dont see any reason to exist!! It isalmost like you live for other people/vampireswhen you loose this you will again be powerfuland free. You have to learn to live foryourself and not for others and realise thatthe whole world isnt against you!!
What sort of vampire would you be and what is your story?(great pics)
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you are a..MODERN vampire. you are pretty much inthe middle of good and evil. you dont mindhumans, but you like going along with yourinsticts as well. you show your opposite sidesat very different times. you can be kind andmerciful, but suddenly harsh and cold. yousometimes make a game of it. are you kidding?are you serious? one wrong step and who knows!you love tranquill water, going with the flow.you are pretty nutral
what kind of vampire are you?(hellsing pics)
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Join Me (ice version) ~ You long to be with someonebut there are different variables that hold youback from that person. There's nothing more inthe world that you'd want than to be with them.
Which HIM video are you?
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Your most like Jareth!
What Labyrinth Charater are you most like?
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Okay, so if you knew me, you would know that i'm not afraid of storms back home, but I'm terrified of the ones out here.I was the only one up last night and freaked out by the storm. So I stayed up until like 2AM trying to relax. I did meditation, read a magazine and just stretched out. I was so terrified and annoyed; the fax machine makes noises when it comes bck on and it's really annoying.
Well, I've lost ten pounds in two weeks. from everyone smoking Crank around me. I hate it. My bodies no longer eating off the fatty tissues that I used to have (which was barely any anyway) and is just deteriating. Every time i look around, my stumach is hurting and I have this sudden urge to throw up. It hurts so bad, no matter how much I eat or drink. Can;t tell anyone really, because I don't want anyone to worry about me. Jessica, her mom, and a few others would deffinately worry. My biggest fear is Mairikia finding out that Im not eating. I have urges to call Jessica or Jason-mostly Jason because he's the one with a car-so I can get the fuck out of here for a while. I'm getting scared of starving again.
Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?
Well, while I was doing the laundry today, Tom appologized "about being such an asshole" to my face. I accepted it, but i dont have to put up with him every time he thinks im attacking his ego.
I am SO gonna try to get into the theatre to see the Johnny Cash movie. He's a fucking legand! Trent Reznor cried like a baby because Cash asked if he could do a coversong of his HURT. I would too!
Got invited to Jessica's house for dinner. I guess there's gonna be a few of us there.
On an oldies kick:
Stand By Me - Temptations
Johnny Be Good - Chuck Berry
and so on....
Howard and Dee aren't going to be happy when they get home from the road this weekend. The screen door kept swinging open and before we could find something to latch it with, it was gusted open by a really strong wind and broke the window behind the recliner. Tom made me go back iside so i didn't cut myself trying to pick stuff up off the portch. Now Tom's all mad at me for some fucked up reason that i don't know so he's all pissy and wont tell me to my face.
My sleeping pattern is thrown WAY off course now. I've been living with the guys for about 2 weeks almost. And it's hard being the only one in the house that does not do drugs. Yesterday, I had a contact buzz from Crank. Nasty and disgusting shit!!! Granted, some of the ppl are good hearted, just I hate the drug because I almost lost Mairikia to it and he's in prison for it. He promised to stay clean when he gets out and wants to treat me like a queen again like we first met. he better pr he's down the road without me.
kissing Language (yup, it's a language)
if a kiss is the Language of Love,
then we have a lot to talk about it...
methods of Love....
+kiss on the ear------"i'm horny"
+kiss on the cheek----"we're friends"
+kiss on the hand-----"i adore you"
+kiss on the neck------"we belong together"
+kiss on the shoulder-----"i want you"
+kiss on the lips------------"i love you" or "i want you"
+holding hands--------"we can learn to love each other"
+a wink-------------------"Let's get it on"
+slap on the butt----"thats mine"
+playing with the ear----"i can't live without you"
+holding on tight----"don't let go"
+looking into each other's eyes-----"let's get romantic"
+pulling hair on head----"tell me you love me"
+arms around the waist---"i love you too much to let go"
=advice=
if you're kissing someone, close your eyes. it's not nice to stare...
=requirements=
post this again after reading!!...or you'll have a bad year of relationship
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