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01:17 Nov 21 2007
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hey hey

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i guess youre my cousin huh? who are your parents? my dad was harold quidgeon. his dad was john tantaquidgeon. i was there in 78. lol. sheeeesh! long time ago.





ok so...was he at the family reunion in July?

R.I.P. Scott
00:41 Nov 21 2007
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I'm writing to honor a customer.His car was found in NYC abandoned with a note inside but he was missing. Turns out he had commited suicide. I don't know what the note said, but i'm upset. He never ever hurt anyone as far as i know and was the most gentle and nicest customer who frequented the library more than i did; this guy practicly lived there. So let's take a moment and wish his soul from harm in the afterworld.

Response from an Email i sent someone incredably talented like myself
05:03 Nov 13 2007
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Nov 11, 2007 1:22 PM

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RE: hi

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Ok so im looking through your artwork and You def have good ideas.

Ive been wanting to come out with not only shirts, but a whole line of clothing with the target marketing bieng aimed at the underground "Troycore" community which im sure our fully aware of. This seems like it would be right up your alley. Im looking for some dark gruesome shit to be quite honest with you. My idea is that we could possibly put our heads together, maybe we can trade services. Ill teach you how to airbrush if you teach me some of your cool computer graphics techniques, which i have very little knowledge of. but want to learn. The original designs of our shirts could be airbrushed, and duplicated via screenprint. I also have a couple contacts in a couple big troycore bands, that would be able to possibly help me set up a station to do airbrushed shirts on the spot, as well as sell duplicates. The cost of supplies is very low. Profit high. Im storming with business ideas, but i am only one man with another job as well. Def not enough time to do everything myself. Your more than worthy. Something you would be interested in. Let me know. Could potentially be a good oppertunity.







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the only problem with this email he sent me was that i just found out that i could be well on my way to Toledo,OH VERY soon. Within the next two weeks or two and a half. I'm excited and sad. Though i've got some gigs waiting for me. But i'm gonna teach the guy things and create a monster pupil of the guy so he can blow shit outta the water with his ever growing talent.

The hatred builds...
02:08 Nov 11 2007
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He's said these things to me before. i wish he'd treat his girl like he had a heart.



SKID ROW



2. Ghost



I feel the things I said

But never said how I felt

I know I waited much too long

Could I get it in your head

Without a head full of doubt

Looking back it seems that I

Went about it all wrong



Lying alone in the bed we made

Watching headlights on the shades

The ghosts that sleeping by your side

Are my promises to you that died

To you that died



Wasn't long ago

when forever was our friend

But now freedom's what I feel inside

It hurts so much to let you go

To know we'll never touch again

When I walk if I fall down

Can I take it in stride



Lying alone in the bed we made

Watching headlights on the shades

The ghosts that sleeping by your side

Are my promises to you that died

To you that died



I might let you go, but i'll never go away

I might let you go, but i'll never go away...yeah



I feel the things I said

But never said how I felt

I know I waited much too long



Lying alone in the bed we made

Watching headlights on the shades

The ghosts that sleeping by your side

Are my promises that died



Lying alone in the bed we made

Watching headlights on the shades

The ghosts that sleeping by your side

Are my promises that died

To you that died

To you that died











yeah whatever, justin. Cry me a river and build me a bridge. I've heard this talk before the first time we broke up. Stop invading my fucking dark world and show your woman respect. Get out of my fucking head or you will see the red eyes. This is my reply to the jester sliding around my thoughts:







ACID BATH



5. Locust Spawning



Locusts are coming

Spine will twist, heads will cave

I am the funeral dancer on the outer wave...

the outer wave

Spine will twist, heads will cave

I am the funeral dancer on the outer wave...

the outer wave

Plastic heads with painted sockets

and death rode through the sky like a rocket

Everything dies so fast

So this is it

You're a dead motherfucker

Wading through a world of shit

With dust on your lips

Tell me do you exist?

You were born to die like this

Chins smeared red with conspiracy

The fiends nod off after bloodsex and blasphemy

You were born to die like this for me

Chin smeared red with conspiracy

With dust on your lips

Tell me do you exist?

Pale spirits laughing into the abyss

You were born to die like this

You were born to die like this

-?-

With dust on your lips

Tell me do you exist?

Pale spirits laughing into the abyss

You were born to die like this, baby

You were born to die like this

Naked and tripping, killing flowers

Empty is the urge to devour

I'm dead bored with your deathless blues

Scream for me, and I'll die for you

I'm dead bored with your deathless blues

Scream for me, I'll die for you

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...

Devour...





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These are just some extra lyrics without the ranting involved. i like the lyrics so now i have to do is get some of it into my ears.



THUS DEFILED

9. Darkness Rape The Tranquil Shore Of Eternity



Serenade of chaoswind

Cast off the cloak of light

Stand with glory in the darkness

Harmony falls to midnight



Flames of hatred burn in my soul

As the forgotten twilight of eternity

Serenity fades as to die

Darkness claim this place of mystery



Darkness rape the tranquil shore of eternity

A palace of thorns is all that remains



Down to the silent realm, follow my children

You who bear my marks, I who share your blood

For we have always been as one

In the majesty of night

Eternal...











it snowed yesterday and the day before. I haven't felt much of anything for a while this week or two. I don't know why. It feels as if i'm losing my soul to something dark and empty. It's hollow feeling...it's ...what can i say. It's not quite how i was wanting to fee. I wonder who's energy this is...is it yours?

only i knew then
03:22 Nov 08 2007
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black brown orange sky....











black shadows against it....