I had a dream the other night. Rather disturbing in fact. I was in a van with people on my ship. Just driving and I noticed this looks so much like home. In fact it was my home. We were driving north on Highway 61, except on the left side of the road.
Then I saw my old boss in a servpro green hummer, Servpro was my last job. Finally we make it to Cleveland,MS. My home town. Everything is relatively the same. Until I get home. My brother-in-law has a military reg trim.
My sister has her hair up in a bun, like military females. When they talked to me they used my last name, not my first. What was really really weird was when we pulled through town, I saw a su-shi go round. Those aren't in my neck of the woods. I need to see the shrink. I'm getting delusional.
it would seem at the most unexpected times they show up. A person you could have known only for a short time that left a mark on your life. Even with the mark, some how they are forgotten but not far away. Like those I have had on the net. People who I could talk to and they would listen. In return I would listen. And one day a pop up comes in excitment. Lost friends are once again found. Broken bonds Mended.
Though we say we dont need anyone. I believe we need atleast one person in all of our lives to talk to. Showing the same respect to listen to.
However that is only one mans belief. If you have read this, in away you have become the one person to listen to me. Thank you.
Today I talked to a few people and looked at profiles for ideas and to see what I could do.
Of course some of them I went what the hell... but thats what they like so..cool. The only thing I found just so funny was the quizes. who are you like? like anne rices vampires and the crow.. and various others...
The reason I say funny is each question I new the answer to be for the character I liked or just from the details I retain from movies and books...
to bad I can't retain information to do with schooling.. anyway.
I'm not saying these were bad quizes... just funny... yeah and of course; for Anne Rice I'm most like Lestat... and the Crow was Eric.... figures aye....
today I am on duty. Stuck on the ship for basicaly 36 hours. 24 of actual watch 12 of work that I have to do tomorrow. Shaved my hair off yesterday because I got pissed off. Another possible love is lost to friendship. I enjoy friendship, just tired of being f@$!#% alone! screw it.
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